silent tears.

2005-03-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

went skool for world trade games todae. was so fun! grouped with jiehui and jenny. country was mexico. e 3 of us were like super enthu. even thought of strategies during e breaks. haha... came in second in e end. cant believe we lost to thailand! lolx. in e midst of e game we kept laughin at peiqi, cheryl and zhenling for hafing e transvesite country which has not much resources. hmm... looks can realli be deceiving. -grins- think they themselves were realli shocked too dat they came in first. ha.

btw, forgot to blog bout ytds band prac ytd. weilin, peizhen and xinhui all dint come. left me alone with e juniors and her. actualli we played till e soli part alr. she had to not watch miss sia and get caught. -roll eyes- understand e meaning of W-A-T-C-H, beigua? its all bcoz of her dat we had to restart from bar 151 again. we cld haf continued playing. got scolded by miss sia aft dat for not playing e part b4 e soli during e replays. and she dint play too. hello? y is it dat she made e same mistake but onli i was scolded? and miss sia scolded me until like realli fierce? if she played dat note then i haf nothing to sae. i simply dun understand y she was not scolded when she dint play too. i realli hope dat she will leave e band or something. seriously i cant stand hafin her ard. and its not like im a racist or something. i like e china ppl i met in huijia. like em so much dat i felt realli sad when leaving huijia. i dun hate china ppl in general. its juz dat e beigua and donggua are so annoying dat i find myself wanting to roll my eyes at em everytime i see em. sighx. i cant imagine hafin to spend my sec 4 band life with her. e tot is juz so unbearable.

2005-03-11T21:50:00.000+08:00

juz got home from the day's activities... dead tired now.

todae is e last day of e exchange program. sighx... i dun want em to leave. boos. went drama studio for e radio talk in e morn. found e cat high guys realli annoying. all acting cool or wad? act until like ah bengs like dat larr. lolx. got back ppr during recess. felt so relieved dat i got quite gd marks. was realli not expecting such gd results larr. tot i was gna flunk maths onex. phew. was rushing thru shiwei's letter during recess. feel so guilty now for giving him such a cheapskate present. he was such a great seat partner. kept on helpin me n fart with maths qns, english handouts, other stuff... will definitely miss having him ard. had tians lesson aft recess. was basically slackin time. coz she kept on chattin with e four of em. think she realli loves em larr... kept on praising em on and on. lol. actually i think every teacher also likes em. quek was full of compliments. and i can still imagine e grin on mollys face when she looked at shiwei and chiajone. -shivers- :/ chem was also slacking time. did nth much. quek quek came during ipw to tell us e hol hw. according to fart, we haf 32 qns to do. is dat not called torture or wad? btw, went off for e farewell party at one thirty. -cheers- haha... no more hafing to listen to mrs low talking about her tarm. brenda tan left pretty soon aft gettin feedbacks from e guys. staff retreat. lol. bet quek quek was hiding in some corner of e skool markin her maths exercises. like how she skipped the lao-ing of raw fish. haha... okayz... shall b a good girl and stop talkin bad bout her. lol.

was hanging ard like vases b4 e food arrived. exchanged presents and took pics aft eating. was so hilarious seeing em wearing e pe tshirt we bought for em. started singing songs like crazy. started with us singing our skool song and dancin e family dance. reminded me of e stupid huijia performance larr. so maluatin as we hafta sing e music ourselves again. however e huijia one was still much worse. sang many other songs aft dat. from jay chou to campfire songs to nursery rhymes. o.O was so spastic singin mary had a lil lamb at e top of our lungs. did nothing but sing and sing and sing. like some mini karaoke session. haha... stayed in e ava room until ard 6.30pm. e guys were so scared of being scolded by e cleaning auntie dat we were rushing to go out b4 she locks us in. went amk central for dinner with em b4 going home.

sighz... its realli so sad to haf em leave. -sobs- life will be back to e boring rut without em ard when term reopens. blearghx.

2005-03-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

blearghx. e one week exchange program has ended. its so sad to leave. studying in chinese high is fun. its so fun dat i dun realli wanna go back to st nicks liao. its realli slack dere and we get so much of 'the princess treatment'. haha... had a really great time.

lots of interesting things dere. like teachers for eg. deres dis sissy history teacher who snaps his fingers every other second. and has other hand gestures which r so downright sissy. and his shirt too. -shivers- deres also dis chem teacher who is so super super super fierce. she scares me. can u imagine someone even-worse-than-moy + miss-prawn-in-her-bad-mood? haha... dats her. thou dere r some who r realli nice to us. okay. shall b nice and stop talkin bad bout e teachers dere.

had lessons till thurs aftnoon. some were qt interesting. e rest was juz slackin time or hw-doing time. curbed myself from slpin. until e very last lesson. haha. e bio teacher is so boring. even more than molly. ten mins into e class and i was asleep. was realli tired and had to replenish energy for e aphelion nite. haha... speaking of e aphelion nite, it was so fun! was like a mini concert. enjoyed myself alot. oso found out dat e guys cld scream so much higher than us. haha.

blearghx. went sch for rehearsal ytd. miss sia was so angry at us. coz of e oboes n e horns. even ordered us to get off e stage. was so maluating can? somemore tkgs was watching us. -groans-

2005-02-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

went chinese high todae. was pretty fun. got 2 realli crappy buddies. haha... even more crappy than fart. find huiting qt poor thing for havin 2 boring buddies. accordin to her lahx. ha. had ice breakers. was realli fun. kept on laughin at all those guys and their lame antics. after dat went back skool for mep lessons. blearghx. so stupid. ran all e way from father barre to mep room. occ wasnt even dere. was chers lesson. -glares at fart- got back e test paper. did qt well. phew. tot i was gonna fail for sure.

2005-02-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

grr... everydae when he comes home i haf to be e one opening e door for him. then he thrusts me his labtop. then he comes in and i haf to lock e door for him. then he orders me to switch on his labtop. then he orders me again to help him to take his spoons or chopsticks. then he orders me again to help him take his drinks. then he orders me another time to close my downloads. blearghx. mr teoh, please take note dat im not ur maid. :/

tsk. took e thailand ppl ard e skool in e morn ytd. one of e five in my grp was a woman. at first was talkin to her when i discovered dat she had an exceptionally gruff voice. paid no attention to it at first until i realised moments later dat she is a transvesite judging by wad appears to be an adams apple. at least dats wad i think. -shivers- was at e dance studio when she started posing by e mirror and wanted to take pictures of both her and her image. eww. was totally grossed out when she posed dere like some supermodel. oh my god. realli felt like puking at the sight of her e rest of e dae was rather uneventful. slacked ard in lessons as usual.

todae was rather slack. not much lessons dat requires us to use our brains. molly's lesson was boring. went thru e exercises. while she kept on "preaching" in chinese in e background about her values and philosopy. lol. went hall for investiture aft dat. quite interesting. basically is onli e performances dat were nicer. my eyes were like going to close anytime. was so tired. had tians lesson aft recess. tot she was gna give a timed piece. was feeling so relieved when she decided to give dat as hw as most ppl werent in class. then she started crappin bout her wonderful children. lol. im getting so sick listening to her praise her children. thou i haf no qualms even if she does it every single dae as i wna escape doing work. had chem quiz. is like so super easy larr. thou im afraid i will make careless mistakes. lucky ytd nite dint study for it. if not will b such a waste of time.

2005-02-18T19:29:00.000+08:00

blearghx. these few daes were quite boring. shall sort of summarise wad happened dis week. hiang-hiang finally started logarithms todae. finally. lol. mrs koh and rosalind soh are like finishing e chap liao larr. we juz started. -.- hiang is realli like a chu-chu train. anw, got back e indices quiz. think i got two upon ten. rahh... or was it zero? sighx. dat stupid hiang dint even write e mark out properly. hmm... think e onli gd thing bout her is dat she entertains us. haha. her forever stained-with-chalk glasses and quirky dress sense is so hilarious. and her wierd tone when speaking. todae fart was talking bad bout her beloved so. saeing dat she is too ashamed to wear her so badge when i asked her y she keeps it in her wallet. ps. i love my band badge! haha... btw, think she temporarily forgot dat hiangs e teacher-in-charge so she was speaking quite loudly. at least dats wad i think larr. hopefully hiang dint hear her. ha. maths is realli such a lovely time to gossip, esp laughing with fart at hiang. think hiang is too blur to notice dat e four of us are forever laughing at something, not to mention dat we are actually laughin at her. and we r sitting rite in front can? well, or maeb shes simply juz too nice to sae anything. hmm... -looks up- woah. i must seem like such a devoted maths rep, talking so much bout maths lessons. ha.

ohya, slept in lit lesson todae. thou i wonder how i managed to fall asleep despite tian's incessant blaring. m always so tired in class ever since e year started. sighx. esp with lessons like eng or phy, even easier to doze off. speaking of physics, mrs low is as blur and annoying as usual. other form teachers probably all know wad we r supposed to do for ipw yet shes like so clueless about everything. on top of dat shes super irritating. grr. kept on talking bout dis concept on optics for nearly e whole lesson. left us with only twenty minutes to actually do e experiment. lol. i hate molly! grr. so super irritating. even more than mrs low. she was e one who was saeing all those crap when she came into class and wasting time yet she said its all bcoz of us being late for class dats y she couldnt finish teaching. hello? i dun even rmb dat we were late for class larr.

lesson with e flute tutor was pretty fun. i learnt three new notes! haha... they r like so super damn high larr. cant realli reach. and i think i forgot e fingerings liao. -grins sheepishly- ohya! nearly forgot. peizhen forced me to cut my nails by tml. sighx. if not will haf to fine 1 dollar. or dunno how much for each nail not cut is it? cant rmb larr. blearghx. -runs off to cut my nails-

2005-02-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

whee! todae's valentines day! -grins- haha... saw tracey's blog. shall thank all those ppl who gave me presents too.

class ppl
fart for her ferrero rocher
jialing for her ferrero rochers
hannah for her sweets
carmen for her sweets
xinhui for her candies
siewmin for her flower
sharon for her candy and star-shaped straw
peiqi for her heart-shaped chocolate
hweepeng for her brownies
sally for her chocolate
xianghui for her icecream stick
gektheng for her chocolate
qinyi for her sweets

ex-classmates
tracey for her packet of candies
yeeling for her heart-shaped wire
cecilia for her packet of sweets
phyllinda for her packet of sweets
lingyan for her cookies and sweets
ronda for her packet of candies
lorena for her sweets
jinan for her candy

band ppl
xiaojia for her cookies
mieoteng for her packet of sweets
shumin for her candy thingy
natsun for her candies
huishian for her balloon
vanessa for her brownies
yanzhu for her candy
weilin for her battery
enid for the ferrero rochers
simin for her sweets
maryanne for her candy
jingwen for her cup of sweets
renette for her canned drink
peizhen for her star-shaped straw thou i think i lost it on e way home -sobs-
xinhui for her candy
the band for the candle

hope i dint miss out anybody!

2005-02-08T14:08:00.000+08:00

went sch for rehearsal ytd. b4 dat had mep lessons. thou its more lyke slackin time coz wong came onli 10 mins b4 were supposed to go for band. went to eat pizza with e band. thou mainly is our squad n e juniors. hawaiian again. wonder y everyone lykes hawaiian pizza so much. -shrugs- btw, was bout to sit down infront of clarinet jie-jie coz i think she saved dat seat for me or something. but after i washed my hands beigua was lyke walking right in front of me and plopping down on e seat. is like so -clenches fist- larr. had to sit at e end of e table. grr. thou i got to see e "chessy gals" eating their cheesey pizza realli up close. haha... phy and huishian were so funny. e rehearsal was quite uneventful. miss sia in a good mood. thou some of e sec twos were realli upset. see em like realli poor thing. thou its a tad unreasonable for em to b upset. hmm. they still haf their sec 4 yr. which they will definitely get in onex? somemore according to tracey u onli get e pt of one syf even if u go for two. if our squad ppl dun get in then will it b realli terrible. sighz.

went skool for cny celebration. duh. so damn boring and idiotic. wasted my whole morn. shld haf ponned skool. went back ccps after dat. waited for xianyun at esso for dunno how long. thou i was also a bit late. -grins- by e time we went into e skool all e teachers haf left. we were treating e staffroom like our playground. haha... was so ironic how we used to keep so quiet when going into e staffroom. enjoyed crapping with em in our 6 hum classroom too. thou now e classroom has become 6 charity classroom. its so eww! blearghx. dislike 6 charity. went music room and played bingo for a while. went home with wenhui and mel...

2005-02-06T09:43:00.000+08:00

be awed at e sight of my prowess.

tsk. wondering if i shld do e chi report. cym is too slack to care if ppl hand in assignments on time. however its not lyke i do not haf time to do. pfft. skool was horrible on fri. quite. feeling so super irritated e whole day. band prac was okae. e flute tutor came. ms wang tong. tot dat she was someone cheena old woman. turns out shes realli nice. humourous too. shld haf gotten her as a tutor when miss sia recommended her in sec one. then maeb i will b able to play better. at least now will not lose out so much to dat bei gua. pfft. bei gua is actually not dat bad. its e stupid winter melon dat i cant stand. tsk tsk. did drills aft dat. so maluating. e np and sj ppl were all ard e track. and dere we were doing dis wierd routine. hurr. nxt mon is syf rehearsal. hopefully we will sound nice. n ms sia will not kick me off. blearghx.

2005-02-02T20:26:00.000+08:00

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

2005-01-29T22:39:00.000+08:00

went out juz now with my family. was so suprised when my bro came home and said he will b takin me to buy a phone. o.O never see him so enthu in helpin me change phone b4. hmm. wierd. he said coz hes 8 yrs older than me, he shall use e phone for 8 weeks as trial period. -_____- my bro is realli so lame. thou im a tad disappointed. blearghx. no camera. no radio too. realli wanted a radio phone. btw, went converse and took down e stuff dat i want too. shld b getting e bags from my uncle by nxt week. -pumps fist in air-

2005-01-27T19:28:00.000+08:00

skool todae was boring. nth much happened. except for pc lesson. heard some realli sad things from mrs low. sighz. maths was terrible too. ms quek realli needs e whole classroom as her black board can. maeb even e ceiling larr. kept giving us questions after questions. sighz. maths lessons always make me feel so stupid. band prac todae was so fun. the section chatted after we finished practicing. with e exception of ~~xiwen~~ larr. shes realli so ~~extra~~ lah. all because of her everything is disrupted. last time 4 stands and 3 books is juz nice. now is like everything not enough can. enid and simin alwayz hafta borrow stands. sighz. oops... sidetracked. btw, at first we were planning for pop outing. then wl, xh and pz started doodling in my diary. soon all three of em were writing stuff, filling up e whole page. it was so fun. dis had to b e nicest sectionals so far. at e end of band prac, had pumping session. had to pump coz of hafing long nails again. blearghx. after dat gloria said maeb can haf squad prac stead of drills on one of e morns. quite like e idea. will be so fun playing in e morn. haha.

2005-01-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

went out with yeeling and cecilia todae. for e art thingy. saw dis bunch of bratty american kids ard e horse sculpture. so irritating can. asked one of em where he got e botero brochure from and he said "someone". my god. realli felt like bashing him. stupid idiotic kids. anw, find boteros work realli funny. all look so fat and round. after dat went raffles city to eat lunch. shopped ard a bit. thou i bought nth. but had lots of stuff to add to my wishlish. muahaha. walked under e scorching sun to e art museum. took photos and then went to animehouse. t'was so disappointing. all e stuff r so ex can. nth much dat i like too. saw dis poster of all e buchous. quite nice. but im onli interested in tezuka. haha... seems like tezuka is realli popular. all his stuff r sold out. most of e seigaku team stuff sold out too. walked to bugis under e hot sun again. took neos. then went home.

2005-01-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

my phone spoilt ytd! wah kauz lor! dropped into e stupid drain outside e band room. damn unlucky can? like i put my phone dere before duno how many times liao larr. piangz. my dad saes hes not gna get a new phone for me. blearghz. wonder how im gna get thru wo a phone. btw, heard from my mum dis morn dat aft i slept last nite, dad asked gor to help see whether isit realli cant use liao. he is like his usual bo chup attitude. so e both of em quarelled. dad even slammed his labtop. a labtop can? accordin to my mum, it spoilt. i realli dun understand y he had to go n spoil e labtop. like its not even my bros prob larr. i oso dun understand y goe couldnt juz anyhow ans him. but now hes gna hate me for damaging his labtop indirectly. im so damn pissed off. men r realli stupid.

btw, skool todae was pretty fun. thou i was feeling realli sad bout my phone n e labtop. during e lit went down to e mep room. thank goodness. din haf to listen to tian talk bout e wadever crap in her super magnified voice. felt like dozin off during maths. think i dozed off actually. missed out quite alot bout e factor theorem. but heck lar. shall ask fart bout it tml. at e end of e lesson, miss quek was rambling on and on bout e useless calcutor function dat is so super useless. like so -____- larr. its so no use. was so sleepy dat i din notice she dragged e lesson on for bout 15 minutes. late for physics for 20 minutes. mrs low flared up. bigtime. thou i wonder y xinhui saes shes funni when shes angry. haha... however, she is quite good-tempered after she scolded us. pretty good controlling of temper i say, not like some ppl like ~~moy~~ or ~~mohan~~. speaking of mohan, i haf to admit thou mrs low is said to have a low iq, shes a far better teacher than dat stupid mohan. seriously, wad she tot us todae is like heaps more than wad i understood from mohans lessons for two years. n she doesnt haf e pms-es dat he has. althou shes not entirely a great teacher larr.

sighz... dreading e moment when both my dad and gor comes back. blearghx.

2005-01-16T19:22:00.000+08:00

i find that my life is in such a big mess ever since skool started. doing only mathematics sums after i get home every night is so not fun. and may i stress dat its night. band pracs are takin up so much of e weekdaes. go to hell e wadever five dae week. they mae sae hafin saturdays off is great. but wads e diff when they squeeze it into weekdays? -____- and its not like last year, where maths is still pretty simple. one sum takes duno ages to solve. n without my mums or bros help i simply do not know wad its talking about. thou band pracs r gettin funner, its so stressful knowing syf is juz like 3 mths away? accordin to em, rehearsal is in e evening. like wah kauz lorr... somemore tian was going on bout dis program where e ec classes take two daes off from skool to take up activities like rock-climbin n scuba divin? puh-lease lor. i'd rather haf e two daes off to slp at home or go out than waste time "climbin up some rock for nothing" like tracey or yeewen said. cant rmb. althou some like archery may be pretty fun.

2005-01-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

band prac todae! haha... was so fun. althou i realli find e chi scholar pretty extra. wells... no choice... btw, just b4 berato, there was dis cockroach in e band room. at first was standin outside with e hornies. then suddenly heard screams from inside. so we jus kaypoly go n see. haha... so funny can... so mani ppl were screamin n runnin away from e cockroach. shueli was so brave, go n catch it with her bare hands. even chased after it. it ran away to e oboe dere. haha... lucky never go somemore to e flutes. btw again, weilin n xinhui r thinkin of ponnin band nxt thurs to go 4 section outing. haha... thou i dun realli think it will realli materialise larr. coz peizhen will neva allow one. thou it will b quite fun to leave xiwen alone. haha... -evil cackle-

2005-01-11T19:45:00.000+08:00

yeeling n lorena changed class todae. tot dat it will b pretty sad w/o em. but hannah was great fun too. e dae was quite okay. kept laughing and laughing with fart. ytd she said we compliment each other. coz both of us r such big crappers. did chinese compo todae. write bout childhood. tym is so not like moy. even let us bring back n do. physics lesson was free. coz low iq din come. btw, she wont b comin for 4 daes. yupp.
-cheers- after skool got band prac. actualli was realli fun. peizhen todae so nice, let us slack. so e six of us were standing near e sj room toilet dere talking. basically, we were simply laughing at e chi scholar who mae b joining us. when we got back to e specs stand, they said she is 100% joining us. miss sia even asked her to join us and play el camino real right away. puh-lease lor. i realli dun understand y miss sia would like her. she has always liked those ap ones. its so wierd. sighz...

2005-01-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

cca fair ytd. twas quite fun. uneventful too. but peizhen said dat got one china scholar knows how to play flute. n she plays it well. n she signed uped. so, dere is a 99.99999999999 % chance dat she will b my squad-tion mate if she auditions. n dat is so ~~eww~~. its not dat im prejudiced against em or wad. its juz dat im so used to being e onli flute from my squad. (althou it will b nice if miss sia transfers someone over). n well i oso dun wan a china scholar to b my squad-tion mate larr! saw em in their class n they r all like so studious. n hardworkin. if she comes, i haf to work even harder so dat i dun get booted off syf. n if shes e onli china scholar who joins band, she will most prob hang ard me during times like during lunch. if i dun, ppl will be like saeing y i so mean. so i realli pray dat she doesnt appear on e auditions. -crosses fingers-

2005-01-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

even though skool start like 4 days onli, it feels like it has been two months? been staying back until realli late practically everyday.

had band prac todae. miss sia' s in a good mood. got caught by her not breathing at e right place. lucky never get scolded. she never even stop and start again. so super heng manz...

btw, dis year teachers are all quite okay. not like last year. with moy n mohan or whoever crap teachers.
ft & phy - mrs low. she mae b stupid but at least she doesnt scold.
maths - ms quek. shes ok. hafnt scolded us yet. but seems quite blur.
eng - tian. sighz... dun realli like her. but at least shes quite a good teacher.
chi - tanyongmeng. hes ok. at least e best choice out of wangjian n linfangting.
geog - tanshuwei. shes ok. so far. but she seems realli crazy. a bit eccentric too.
chem - mrs ang. she was ok last year. nth much.
bio - molly. sighz... heard she cant teach.

2005-01-02T22:19:00.000+08:00

6 things i hate bout school reopening.

No 1: m forced to cut my nails. i hate having short nails. they r so... ugly. had such a hard time keeping my nails so long without breaking n now i haf to cut em. hmpf. i seriously do not know y we cant have long nails. its not as if its e business of e school.
No 2: haf to adapt to dis new class. and dis new form teacher who is "rumoured" to haf an iq even lower than a kindergarten kid and doesnt ~~shave~~.
No 3: being forced to finish e stupid holiday hws. goin back skool will b fun. juz dat i do not want to do all dis crappy stuff.
No 4: haf to sit rite in front. i hate sitting in front! its totally stupid. esp having teachers like tian who snatches e papers. blearghx. also cant talk or read or sms under e table anymore. its sheer torture. grrs...
No 5: no more two d. sighz... e reasons y i miss two d were already ritten in e previous post.
No 6: e whole skool is painted like a kindergarten. my classroom tables are arranged like they were ripped from a kindergarten. dis makes me feel like im in dis stupid kindergarten.

2004-12-31T10:07:00.000+08:00

cant believe dat e year is ending. time seems to haf flew by so quickly. gna be in 3 faith nxt year. wonder if i will start to love e class like i luv two dee. sighz... i realli miss two dee. n e classroom. dere will b no more air-conditioning. no more complaints from ms ng dat e classroom stinks like hell but we cant smell it. no more sitting at e back with jialing fart elaine lingyan n cheryl. no more laughin with lain at lingyan and her crazy antics. no more putting our legs on e table with fart just to get jl irritated. no more circulation of comics supplied by horsey ard e class. no more mrs koh's maths lessons. no more collecting of maths worksheets. no more early in e morning hw copying sessions. no more laughing with lynn and val at cheong during assesmblies...

2004-12-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

went back skool for springcleaning. e classroom is painted a limegreen so super bright and dazzling. e whole skool isnt any better. looks like some kindergarten. e form teacher's so funny. she arranged e tables into blocks dat look more like they belong in a nursery? after dat went for band. hafnt even berato when jl n mich came n said dat moy is super angry dat so mani of us din turn up for her meeting without telling her. had no choice but to go see her first. dis is e second time i ditch band for her stupid things. nxt tues maeb haf to skip band again for e ppt rehearsal. dat stupid irritating moy. she scolded jl mich n i so loudly in e family lounge. hello, if its not maluatin for her, it is for us.

2004-12-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to me,

happy birthday to me!

-blows candles-

haha... ok. im going crazy... on further tots, actually im not realli dat ecstatic bout my birthdae. coz 27 dec = skool-reopening-soon. sighz... dt pile of hw... wonder when can i finally finish my hw at e rate i keep procrastinating.

2004-12-25T00:00:00.000+08:00

merry

christmas!

2004-12-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

went out todae. on e train, ronda lorena yeeling and i were observing dis woman who was curling her hair into something dat looks like those beads hanging down from curtains. haha... watching her for quite a long time. met jialing cecilia huijun and gladys and went ice skating. my first time. haha... was quite fun... just dat my legs r freakin tired. fell down three times. all on e butt. dunno y but i jz couldnt fall forwards 'stead of back. after about 1 came lots of ppl. e rink was so crowded. dis grp of kindergarten kids were so irritating. some were using these metal supports, anyhow crashing into each other. was glaring at dis kid when he nearly knocked into me. cant believe it when he looked back at me with a expression dat sort of saes "wad r u looking at?". realli felt like bashing him up. sighz... kids these days r such insolent brats. went to e arcade for a while before going to bugis with ronda lorena and yeeling. took neos n went mos burger... had fun listening to yeeling bout her ~~tedrid~~. -grins- went home after dat.

my feet still hurts. -groans-

2004-12-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

to-do list (by 26th dec):

- do ppt thingy for hu tong (by 10th dec)
- tidy my room (by 11th dec)
- polish both my flutes (by ~~15th~~ ~~20th~~ 28th dec)
- practice el camino (soli part and e last 6 bars)
~~- maths sec 2 revision~~
~~- maths sec 3 assignment~~
- chinese song lyrics thingy (write feelings)
~~- chinese travel guide thingy~~
- chinese book review
- english conversation thingy
~~- english formal letter~~
~~- science 3 chem worksheets~~
~~- science 3 physics worksheets~~
~~- science bio worksheet~~
- social studies ~~read chap 1~~ ~~& do activity 1~~

2004-12-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

haha... feeling so bored now. ripped this off crystal's blog again. found it quite interesting...

PUT A * BESIDE THE ONE THATS TRUE ABOUT YOU.
01. i have a cell phone. *
02. i have friends who use me. * think so...
03. i am an only child.
04. i am a shopoholic. * yep! lurf shopping!
05. i love dangly earrings.
06. i have smoked a cigarette before.
07. i love cold weather. *
08. i'm obsessed with the computer. *
09. i have shot a gun before.
10. i can't live without music. *
11. i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
12. i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
13. i'll be in this town forever. i cant fortune tell. how to know wad happens in e future?
14. i've been to 5 other countries.
15. i get annoyed easily. *
16. i eventually want kids. *
17. i have neat handwriting. *
18. i have more than a few horrible memories.
19. i am addicted to chocolate. * only some types...
20. i am an atheist. dun realli believe. but im not against it or wad...
21. my parents are strict. *
22. i love airplane rides. * lurf em!
23. i love taking pictures.
24. i hate girls who are fake. *
25. i can be mean when i want to. * haha... totally...
26. my parents care about my grades. * i guess so
27. one of my best friends is a guy.
28. i have way too many purses.
29. i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
30. i am easy to talk to. *
31. i would never eat raw fish.
32. i cry easily.
33. i hate it when people are late.
34. i procrastinate. * totally! haha... if not y would i haf not started on e hols hw leh... -grins-
35. i love winter.
36. i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser. err... haf quite alot of clothes, but not all dat i like to wear...
37. i love to sleep. *
38. i wish i were smarter. *
39. i'm afraid of flying. flying wad? airplane? dint they juz ask whether like airplane rides? o.O
40. i hate drama. wad drama?
41. i drool.
42. i have been on an 8 hour drive. *
43. i never fight with my parents. as if. -_-
44. i love the beach. *
45. i have never had the chicken pox.
46. i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
47. i can't control my emotions.
48. i have a best friend.
49. i have moved more than once.
50. i truly love my friends. * hah... maeb...
51. i have braces.
52. i love to write. hate writing essays...
53. i have never broken a bone. *
54. i agree with racist people. racists r so... idiotic. y cant every race just leave tgt in peace? world peace
55. i hate my computer. y do e qns seem to be sort of repeating?
56. i love guys that play guitar. dat will be cool... but not exactly luv larr...
57. i state the obvious. huh?
58. i'm a happy person. * sometimes. thou i get realli pissed off lots of times too.
59. i love to dance. dats a total no-no.
60. i love to sing.
61. i love cleaning my room. yea right. understatement of e year.
62. i tend to get jealous very easily.
63. i love cute underwear. o.O
64. i have gotten high before. high as in those type of "club" highs or wad?
65. i love night better than day. * depends. as long as e night is not spent in mugging for e next dae's test.
66. i have been on the phone for over 5 hours at a time. haha...
67. i don't like to study for tests. * who likes to study for tests?
68. i love God.
69. i am too forgiving. hah... not sure bout dis...
70. i have horrible sense in direction.
71. i miss elementary school.
73. i'm a mummy's boy. im not a boy.
74. i love kisses on my forehead.
75. i love the color pink.
76. i love to sew. i dun even know how to sew.
77. my eye color changes. unless someone is wearing different colored contacts, dat person will be a freak.
78. i should see a therapist. haha...
79. i played on a guys sports team. lol... im not a guy. neither m i a boy.
80. i become stressed easily.
81. i hate liars. *
82. i like comfy sweatpants.
83. i can play the piano. *
84. i love the smell of rain. *
85. i love my family. * depends. haha...
86. i hate needles.
87. i am a perfectionist. in certain things, yes. depends larr...
88. i always wanted to learn to play the drums. * e drum set is pretty cool...
89. i hate the feeling of failure. *
90. i have friends in other countries. *
91. i know how to cook.
92. i can be quite selfish. *
93. at times, i still act like a little kid. *
94. i have food allergies.
95. i love little kids.
96. i love to read. * esp romance novels... haha...
97. i wish i were more motivated for school.
98. i love getting stuff in the mail. *
99. i have problems with letting go of old feelings. *
100. i hate being alone. * luv being at home alone. but i like frens ard me.
101. i love summer. if dats e climate of singapore, forget it.
102. i love the weekends. *
103. i love black eyeliner.
104. i think i'm pretty.
105. i type with one hand.
106. i live in a one story house.
107. i wear make-up.
108. i have never ridden on an underground subway.
109. i can't swim. *
110. i have a bad memory.
111. i go to church.
112. i sing in the shower.
113. i have never been camping.
114. i hate cheerleaders.

2004-12-08T13:07:00.000+08:00

had band prac ytd. miss sia in a terrible mood. nearing e end, she said something like wad "flutes i will choose". o.O it was realli wierd. think is choose for syf? but... still a bit wierd... sighz... went j8 with crystal after band. shopped ard, practically wasting time while waiting for the incredibles to start. e show was damn farni. lurved dash n violet! haha... they r so cute!

2004-12-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

had drills assessment dat dae. but cant rmb which dae... haha... so maluating. was not even my turn. just blindly fall in coz i kept thinking dat i was supposed to haf drills assemssment that dae. sighz... recent band pracs haf been uneventful. quite bored actualli. tml gna watch e incredibles with crystal afte band. so happy... finally can get out of e hse liaoz... -grins-

2004-12-04T16:06:00.000+08:00

ripped this off ~~tracey's~~ cystal's blog... m so bored now...

1. Your name spelled backwards. gniqiuh. o.O
2. Where were you born? thomson medical centre.
3. What is the last thing you downloaded? PoT? or was it jamelia's superstar?
4. What is your favorite restaurant? nada
5. Last time you swam in a pool? i dun swim.
6.Have you ever been in a school play? cant rmb.
7. How many kids do you want? ehhs... perharps 2?
8. Type of music you DISLIKE most? erm... dunno... heavy metal?
9. Are you registered to vote? vote? for wad?
10. Do you have a car? lol...
11. Do you like rollercoasters? not really...
12. Ever prank call any1 b4? im not dat wu liao.
13. Chattin with? no one. didnt sign in.
14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? who knows?
15. Are you shy? sorta?
16. Do you think you're popular? err nope.
17. What's the size of your bed? o.O single larr...
18. Do you know all the words to your national anthem? used to. now... maeb not.
19. Bath or Shower? baths i think.
20. Best movie you've seen in the past 4 months? gothika?
21.What's the next movie you want to see? e incredibles.
22. Chips or popcorn? both.
23. Have you ever broken any1s heart? uhh no.
24. status? wad status? single?
25. Are you a good cook? o.O i dun even know how to cook.
26. Orange or Apple juice? apple...
27. Who you last went out to dinner with and where did you go to? cant really rmb.
28. fave drink? dun haf one.
29. Best thing in the world? sleeping.
30. Have you ever broken a bone? dun think so.
31. Have you ever won a trophy? think so... but dat is not exactly a trophy too...
32. What is your favorite board game? dun play board games anymore.
33. someone in mind? uhh... yes?
34. Do you have a friend? err... yes?
35. Do you bake cakes? told ya i dun even know how to cook.
36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? dont work.
37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? helped my brother to buy his hair dye?
38. Who are you going to marry? does it seem like i know how to fortune tell?
39. Who would you like to meet? someone, anyone.
40. Do you believe in love at first sight? sort of.
41. Whats your favorite song right now? 8th world wonder. kimberly locke.
42.Where would you go for a romantic evening? umms dunno...
43. How many pairs of shoes do you own? dunno. but not realli a lot.
44. Last song stuck in your head? naughty girl. holly valance.
45. Any pets? nada. zip. zilch.
46. Worst Local TV show as of the moment? most of em. local shows arent realli dat interesting.
47. What is one thing you would like to learn to do? tennis.
48. What do you do when you are bored? doing stupid stuff like this?
49. How would you want someone to appreciate you? ?
50. What is the one thing that you are grateful for today? dat miss sia didnt come todae?

2004-12-02T21:50:00.000+08:00

sylvester lost. boohoo...

2004-11-25T13:39:00.000+08:00

band camp was okay until the whatever new system briefing by cher n sissywong. actually, it was pretty fun. reached skool on tues super earli. as usual. quite suprised to see so many ppl dere oreadi. had drills after bearato. then some march-pass practice for nxt yr sports dae. band prac after dat. then came lunch. is dat they-sae-miss-sia-think-very-nice caterer we had 4 e vch concert. disgusting as usual. after lunch had to vote for the movie we wanted to watch. we voted gothika and cher made us vote again with his whatever educational movies. not realli interested in scary shows but anything is better than his whatever storm. nobody wanted to watch em yet he still so thick face. -_- was sitting in btw crystal n vanessa. jingwen n yanzhu were sitting behind us. real bad. jingwen kept grabbing ppl's arms to scare em. while yanzhu was grabbing me coz she was scared but dat scared me when i was actually not scared by e show. doesnt seem to make sense. haha... nvm... the storyline was pretty nice. quite interesting. e phrase "not alone" also quite cute. haha... but e rachel girl was pretty disturbing. burning in flames n everything. had water games after that. not dat interesting. but still okae. just went thru e stations. started raining so had to stop. bathed in e viewing gallery toilet. had dinner with section. basically its only enid, simin n i. so we joined with e doublereeds.

swearing-in for the sec ones was pretty entertaining. esp elanor. simin said dat sissywong dint know how to pin at all. she was e first one he pinned so he spent a long time deciphering how to pin. stupid guy. night games after that. felt realli freaked out for e first time for nite games. probably because we just watched gothika n they had dis anna wong story. the rules were kinda wierd too. don't look into the diamond shaped windows and dont walk in threes. at first tot is purposely like dis to make us do so, so dat e game masters can scare us. but they sae cher is e one who set em. freaky. anw, our grp was pretty freaked out even at e start. xiaojia n elaine were e onli braver ones? kept singing nursery rhymes where ever we go to. at band room dere was realli funni. xiaojia kept saeing dat e grunting sounds were recorded. then dunno who went to on e lites. so we not scared liao. had supper after dat. beancurd. chatted a little then went to sleep.

woke at 7+. had morning games. some big board game thingy. stood dere doing nth thile pearlyn walked ard e so-called board. breakfast was gross. made dis stupid smiley face sandwich for e sake of making it. so suprised dat our grp won e competition. itwas so stupid lorz... somemore some pieces of bread dropped onto e floor. had band prac. only enid, simin n i again. mr wong came to conduct us. -_- had pizza for lunch. eww... hawaiin n some sinpapore special thing. totalli gross. then we had free time 4 about 2 hrs. crystal, vanessa, phyllinda, wendy, yeewen, tracey n i just sat dere n gossip. or shld i sae bitch? haha... laughing bout sissywong n e way he conduct. fluttering eyelids, jumping up n everything. had a great time laughing n chatting. had the briefing on the new system dat i bet cher n sissywong tot of. yucks. basically we will b like some st johns or npcc with their sergaent posts n whatever crap. totally disgusting. ruined everyones mood. had de-briefing n went macs with crystal, phyllinda, tracey and mieoteng. continued chatting. now bout e new system. cher n sissywong realli make me sick. nxt years gna b terrible with em as e teachers-in-charge.

2004-11-22T13:13:00.000+08:00

1st Ladi - Never Be Replaced

Baby I love you and
I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy
I think that you should know
All the love we made
can never be erased
And i promise you that
you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and
I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy
I think that you should know
All the love we made
can never be erased
And i promise you that
you will never be replaced

I love you yes i do
I'll be with you
as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I know we'll be together
And now I know I wanna
be with you forever
I wanna marry you
and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compared to
feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think
I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been
no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever
having you by my side
But if the day come
that i'll have to let you go
I think that something
I should probably let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz
i'm happy that i have you at all

2004-11-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

came back from china few daes ago. e few daes in Huijia were quite horrible. esp e food. either too salty or very bland. blearghx. lessons were boring too. thou Grade 7 Class 4 was fun. quite an entertaining class. had fun watching em wrestle each other... quite sad to leave em actually...
went sightseeing after dat. luv e hotel stay! super bouncy bed n comfy blankets. seemed like heaven from e hostel bed. brought us shopping continuosly e last dae. had tremendous fun shopping. bought something at every shopping place we went to. spent all my money. ha, actually is negative 3.70 rmb... totally surprised to see my bro @ e airport wearing a realli nice shirt n even brought his labtop. tot hes so nice to welcome me. turns out he found a job. ha... e first thing he asked was wheres his wine. sighz. idiotic brother.

2004-11-01T09:59:00.000+08:00

darn... mising 2D alr. sighz... if onli i could turn back time. i would haf cherished e times dat e class spent tgt. hope most of us could get into e same class... lots of ppl put b3 as e first choice. hope all of us could get in. -cross fingers-

2004-10-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

ytd was such a sad day... last day of skool. last day when 2D is tgt. regretted not appreciating 2D before. sighz... had e family dance competition in e morning. stupid ms keh. so damn biased. saeing dat we were toking rubbish n dat we dun haf class spirit. fuck her. i dun even see other classes sad bout e last dae of skool. some even gambling. dats wad she calls "class spirit" then. stupid bitch. went back class n saw lots of ppl in tears. joined in e huggings and cryings.
nearly everyone was crying. i miss 2D... -sobz-

2Diligence-thebestthingthateverhappenedtome.

2004-10-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

went to joe augustin records @ bukit timah todae...
tot is lyke those type of professional studio.
turns out to be some orchard type of apartment.
but e equipments r still damn pro...
dere slackin for e whole afternoon.
sort of treated it lyke own home.
changing e dvds, sitting realli comfy n everything.
oso lyke hafing some movie marathon.
watched 50 first dates, a lil bit of princess stories (-rolls eyes-) n beginin of spiderman.
sighz... missed spiderman coz snuffy's carrots turn liao.
e 2nd last grp. but no complaints larr... get to watch e whole of 50 first dates.
went in n it was real scary. sort of.
moy was makin me nervous too.
kept smiling n smiling. -shivers- her niceness gives ppl e chills.

2004-10-23T21:45:00.000+08:00

Holly Valance - Naughty Girl

It's after 12
Can't face the day
Remind me how hard it can be
To forget
I said things I didn't mean
You saw things you shouldn't have seen

Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know

Can't take the sadness
From your eyes
Can't put the truth back in my lies
Oh whoa
Don't make me try and explain
Let's just start over again

Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know

The more you try to stay
The more I let you go
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know

Won't stop and try to turn the clock back
I won't beg - I'm no good at that
Too late to start and act like a saint
Can't be something that I ain't

Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know

The more you try to stay
The more I let you go
From one too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know

2004-10-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

exams are over...
e funny thing is dat i dun feel very happy.
sighz. this couple of daes doing nothing...
dreading e holidaes.
two whole months of nothing but boredom.
went back skool moments ago.
at first thought can finish typing e whatever rubbish by 9.30
so told my brother to not leave.
turns out dat we stood dere waiting for miss nair until 9.30
turns out dat we werent supposed to find miss nair.
turns out dat we were supposed to find moy.
got e paper n got down to work.
typed finish at bout ten.
scared my bro scold so asked my dad to tell my bro to leave.
went to find moy for her to edit e whatever shit.
stupid moy.
cant stand her.
think she lyke some impt person.
hafta wait for half hr to see her.
whatever larr.
went canteen with cecilia to kill time.
first time eat fried food dun haf to queue up.
anw, half an hr later she sae times not up.
haf not half an hr yet.
so haf to wait again.
in total we waited for lyke one hour b4 we went to see her again.
stupid moy.
after dat met sijia.
she so poor thing, all her grp members din come at all.
shes in fact not even e chinese translator.
went back com lab to change whatever dat moy edited.
shes so damn lazy.
found fault with e front pages then din bother to continue.
finished ours quite quickly.
went home after dat.
on e way home my dad started nagging bout wad making my bro wait then din even bother to call him not to wait anymore.
its not even my fault dat it took so long.
wasted lyke one and half hr waiting and waiting and waiting.
as if they din let me wait before.
sighz... bet dat e cd cant finish by end of dis year.

2004-10-09T11:41:00.000+08:00

cant believe i survived one week of exams...
yeah! onli left chinese paper.
if onli can all finish by dis week... haiz...
now still hafta wait till monday.
ha... on mon at dis time im free! -cheers!-
dis week so stressed out.
everydae lyke 3 sumthing then sleep? haiz.
ytd slept straight after reaching home. n woke up at ten.
haha... replenish my energy...
maths was bad. sci too.
sighz. practically everything was bad.
onli c lit was nice.
finished in 5 minuets. haha...
pestered mr ramesh to let us off...
but he sae wad cannot. so just sit dere n chat.
haha... cant wait for mondae.
finally exam is going to be over! yippee!

2004-09-28T14:19:00.000+08:00

haix. todae is a bad dae.
moy in her pms mood again...
tot she reach menopause liao. but still... sighz. moy.
last fridae lyke a kid who got some xtra sweets.
ytd lyke mad. sighz. moy n her tempers.
scold us just coz we din bring gao zhi. dotz.
after dat had maths. boring... nothing much.
had pe. stupid inverted trapezium ah lan.
had dat outdoor cooking.
quite fun larr, but became so irritated after dat.
so hot under e sun n e fire.
somemore dragged e lesson till so long.
no time to do e moy's letter.
mrs tian came after recess...
haix. spent half an hr scolding elaine n crystal bout e books.
first time see her so angry in class...
haix...
everything is so wrong todae...

2004-09-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

HORSEY! im here to blog liao.
bring book 7, 8 and 9 tml okaes? must bring horz.
thou i dun think u will b able to read dis by tml...

last week skool reopen... -faints-
did nothing much in e hols. except play com games.
sighz... feel as if ive wasted my week.
went 6 justice? for lessons.
at first thought dat itwas quite revolting...
but found e classroom quite nice...
dis week move back liao.
quite sad to leave... coz 2d is so stuffy.
eoys coming liao. blearghs.
hafnt studied anything yet.
dun haf e "motivation" to start studying...
dis yr lyke so slack.
mornings of common tests i dun even study...
just read comics or books. lyke todae.
then keep copying hw.
haiz... must buck up.
if not dis yr gonna die.
blearghs. hate exams.

2004-09-02T20:24:00.000+08:00

woah... power...
been online fer 10 hrs plus...
bleahs... typing geog notes lyke mad.
phew. finally finished liao.
but now still hafta read em.
sighz. headache.
wonder if black ink still haf...
stupid bro.
sighz. hate geog.

2004-08-31T19:01:00.000+08:00

todae is teachers' day eve.
went to hall after e ACES thingy.
at first e awards n performances were quite nice.
but when it came to e sec three prefects thingy, it became boring.
went for band todae.
actualli wanted to pon band coz ccps haf food n fun fair.
somemore 6 humers r hafing gathering.
so sad dat haf cca.
todae is mr ong come.
should haf pon larr...
miss sia oso dunno...
but juz lyke wad shumin has said, i may regret ponning band if i go ccps.
ohya,
happy teachers' day to all teachers.
happy birthday to jinan too.

2004-08-30T17:52:00.000+08:00

got back ppr todae.
depressing. real depressing.
cant believe larr... not even 75%...
all coz of lit n geog. sighz...

in a complaining mood.
eng sitting rite next to me...
annoying idiot.
he can on his stupid monster killing sounds so loud but i cant listen to my songs.
damn unfair.
when he listens to his music when i studyin for test i dun even complain.
now he butts in n saes dat im noisy.
ha. serves him rite 4 being kicked out of his room.
hua finds him messing up e table dat they share.
ha... e fact is dat hua lives in his dorm. (quite unreasonable of him larr...)
so e table in their room is lyke now left vacant...
n he is chased out.
so he plays his com on e other table in e living room.
which is rite next to my com. grrr...
ha... but so lucky dat im e onli gurl.
dun haf to snatch e table n cupboards n stuff...
e prob is dat they throw everything they dun wan to my room...
saying dat they dun haf enough space... blah blah blah...
wadever lorz...
but e prob again is dat when they fight for space, dad will b nagging...
n i will not haf peace... sighz...
its realli so unfair...
eng gets to sit ard lyke a lump of mud facing e com 24/7,
while i mug lyke xiao 24/7.
wonder wads so nice bout MU.
he has alrd completed diablo but now plays dat, an online version of it.
somemore plays it all day.
its so irritating larr, e stupid monsters groaning or yelling...
stupid bro. n he has to flaunt dat he dun hafta study anymore.
wadever larr...
e onli good thing bout him is dat he can chauffeuer me ard... haha...
...

2004-08-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

sighz... these 3 daes all eat fast food...
thurs after band went macs to do e cards.
4 teachers' dae...
no time to study maths as a result... :fri had maths test n oral...
maths think sureli flunk liaoz...
esp e last qn.
oral was quite alrite...
mrs tian not scary @ all.
quite nice actualli.
but paused ages finding e rite word...
got prompted too.
but overall think still can pass larr...
went family lounge look 4 yizhen shueli yiling pearlyn...
watched dat swim shady thingy.
wonder y ppl so mad bout mark chay...
travelled all e way to queenstown to ikea.
itwas so fun dere.
bought so many things...
todae went macs again to deco presents...
shueli v poor thing...
her specs was lyke broken then look so hilarious danglin dere...
kept laughing @ her...
i accidentally pushed a plate down.
picked up e pieces liaoz, but shueli dropped em again.
cut her hand... lots of blood larr...
she realli v unlucky dae...
sighz... tml think eatin fast food again.
goin j8 2 do e stupid moy compo thingy...

2004-08-23T17:36:00.000+08:00

yawnz.
feeling so tired...
n sick.
these few daes alwayz feeling restless n feverish...
suppossed to study for physics...
stupid mohan.
so sick of e wadever reflection.
still stuck @ light larr...
rmbed bout e eng thingy.
no choice but to come online.
sighz... so depressed.
dunno y so sick of everyone n everything...

2004-08-22T19:58:00.000+08:00

discovered in "horror" dat i havent been blogging for two weeks.
i think.
okie. gonna trace back my steps....

tues or thurs. cant rmb
erm, think i got into e hwa chong thingy.
got e form on new zealand too.
wanna go larr. seems so fun.
but e prob is financial probs.
cant afford e 3000 over bucks.

fri
had mep test.
and chi test.
stupid ballerina.
and stupid moy.
e mep was lyke shit larr.
filling in of melody was lyke running notes?
how to hear?
sumore is not a scale.
occ onli gave everytime lyke 5 notes max?
n so easy until 1st time can get it liao?
my ppr is gonna suffer bigtime.
coz of mep.

sat
had band prac.
nothing much to sae...
ohyea, finished playing el camino real.
e last two pages (ie half of e song) was terrible.
e soli part... sighz. -faints-...
last few bars of e song oso.
running notes.
and more running notes.
sighz... e song overall is nice.
juz dat e flute part is so damn difficult.
if not i would realli lyke dis song.

2004-08-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

fri
nearly had an heart attack on fri.
cant believe dat i dropped my phone lar.
dis lady called n asked whether i lost a phone.
was quite confused.
as i was still oblivious to e fact dat my phone was dropped.
thought dat is prank call.
but checked n my phone is realli not around lah...
so scared lorz, lucky she said will bring it to my hse.
think is drop somewhere near.
phew. thankz loads to her 4 bringin my phone back.
if not im so dead...
cant imagine how to live wo dat stupid phone.
or e fact dat i'll be killed by my dad.

sat
had band prac.
so restless. kept asking for e time.
played el camino real. -sighz-
mr ong was sayin bout how good we were, can get gold.
hes so... naive? stupid?
or maeb juz trying to please us.
but wadever. coz they said not to believe him...

sun
went wedding dinner.
some cousin's weddin.
e food was quite good.
not lyke e m'sia wedding dinner.

todae
went to skool.
@ earli in e morn.
reached skool at 6.18 am. i think.
went kebun baru cc.
puh-lease larr.
went dere so earli to watch those ppl clad in red doing wad qigong.
then they went joggin ard e cc n played those songs for nobody.
somemore e ppl working there dint clap @ all.
onli miss jacob clap until so lame.
sighz. wadever larr...
wad a waste of time.
ohya,

Happy Birthday Singapore.

2004-08-05T21:58:00.000+08:00

had e racial harmony celebration todae.
reach skool @ bout 6.45am.
then went to e hall n stood dere until 8.30am.
juz 4 some stupid fanfare which i play for not more than 5 secs.
e dae was totally terrible lah.
onli when going round e classes did it get better.
much better.
saw yeeling kitty lorena ronda n joined them @ 1 loyalty.
"tatooed" e tamahome word on my hand.
lorena was so mad larr, realli rite on her forehead.
act wrote Ye too.
but it was chao ugly lah.
rubbed it off but still haf e mark.
act oso wanted to rite Daniel Radcliffe on my arm.
but too kua zhang liao... so settled for a D.R.
which turned out super ugly too.
e onli nice thing is e Gui word...
after dat lessons resumed.
sort of.
miss woo let us haf free period. so work on e diary thingy.
mrs tian was oso so nice, told us stories until her lesson was finished.
mohan's lesson was best. Stooooopid Mohan disppeared.
so free period again. played heart attack n feasted on nuts...

tml half dae. can go home after mep.
suck larr, e lessons all so yewww...
Stooooopid Mohan, lit n ballerina wong... sighz...

2004-07-29T19:30:00.000+08:00

ytd

went national stadium for e track n field meet.
so fun... so hyper...
reached dere @ bout two sumthing.
then started sitting lyke wooden blocks on e benches.
carmen, cecilia n i lyke hafing picnic.
bought 5 snacks from skool.
haha... ate finish half of them even b4 they started running.
so full lorz, @ e end.
thought e stupid sports skool were gonna win e C div.
never won much medals lorz.
onli one first.
but in e end won!
haha. Double Champ again!!!!! haha...
we were shouting lyke mad.
keep cheerin...
n sang e skool song. quite dotz lah. but still so fun.
ohyea, forgot to mention.
was drenched lyke mad lorz.
whole back was wet.
so scared my stupid bag will get wet lah.
if dun haf bag i will not use e umbrella one lor. so fun to get drenched.
but no choice lah.
e rain got so big lah.
thought it was gonna stop.
but still continued, drenched me larr...
got so irritated near e end.
so damn pissed off.
dis grp of stupid sec one were there squealing n screaming behind me lah.
lyke some pigs gettin killed lah.
made me so pms.
realli feel lyke shouting @ them to fuck off lah.
haiz... gtg do hw liaoz. hate lit n miss woo.

2004-07-14T06:05:00.000+08:00

ha. abandoned my blog 4 more than a week liaoz.
so damn busy.
haiz.
now researchin for e stupid art.
so popping by.
oso blog bout wadever i can rmb...

last sundae
my brother came back.
went to fetch him from e airport.
bought dis real cute penguin 4 me.
went eating @ some restaurant until 11 sumthing.

last tuesdae
phew.
wheezed thru e sci paper.
think i failing bio.
dunno how to draw e stupid circulation.
chem should be ok. i think.
@ least not as bad as failing.

last fridae
went to e Qi Hang thingy.
quite nice.
lyke those in between scenes.
so farni.

last saturdae
POP!
haha... so fun.
went to skool earli in e morn.
haiz. stood for one hour something.
some of e posts quite unxpected.
haf wad new student conductor thingy.
ohyea. when they sae dat gloria's our SC,
e sec 2 squad was lyke... what???
everyone saw dat we were quite unhappy.
went stayin @ Hilton hotel.
at first we cant check in.
coz must be 18 above.
wad crap lah.
thought dat cham liao.
luckily shuqi's tuition teacher or sumthing came n helped us.
went e rooftop pool.
so fun. was splashing water @ each other.
me n enid even went into e water.
at e children's pool.
after dat bought junk food back to e room.
had section talk.
found out lotz of things bout e posts.
oso found out dat doreen was actually quite nice.
went eating dinner @ Fish n Co e glasshouse.
waited for lyke one hour outside it. queued for so long.
but realli worth it.
e food was so damn nice.
wanted go watch midnite movie actually.
but is either Sister or King Authur.
went home after dat liaoz.
decided not to stayover.

2004-07-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

went shopping 4 POP presents @ United Sq.
weilin had lots of lame ideas.
like putting gummy bears in icecream, drinks...
n even baby shoes.
a bit dotz lah...
but still quite nice.
saw some realli cute things.
but section fund is broke.
minus something i think.
esp after e hotel thingy.
limited amt of money to spend.
ohyeah, my bros coming back.
from australia.
haiz. nitemare man...
disaster. haha...

2004-07-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

CSM is so unreasonable.
ask us to rite e stupid letters.
sae dat she would not b angry or wad.
then now so angry.
every dae go class face black black.
sae dat we get wad we want.
is not lyke we wan her to be so bo chup wad.
stupid CSM.

2004-07-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

stupid occ.
now doing e concert report.
if onli i were a lil bit more hardworking, finished it last week.
then now dun need to sacrifice my sleep.
haiz.
dun noe wad to rite 4 e composition dat i lyked least.
i cant even remember anithing bout e concert lorz.
juz dat e rj guy seems so show off.
compose so long.
make me wanna sleep.
lucky found e hoe down thingy.
still haf sumthing to rite.
oh gawd...
wonder if i can complete it by one...

2004-07-02T18:43:00.000+08:00

went Ju Eng Home todae.
haiz. real depressing.
e ppl there all look so... poor thing.
heard dat some of e old ppl were WW2 soldiers or survivors.
so sad...
quite a lot onli haf one leg.
haiz.

2004-07-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

- Lit
Read Macbeth. Access epebble lesson on 'Macbeth'. Term 3 begins with Act 1.
Attempt Mid-year Practice Exams of e pearl.

- Chinese
Study remaining of 'Shui Hu Zhuan'. Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.

heheh... homework finally finishing...
haiz. todae so depressing.
lit test was so so so sad.
no time to finish e 2nd qns.
e 1st qn was lyke shit too.
not answering to e point.
- sighz -

2004-06-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

im now so damn pissed off.
doing dat stupid art thing.
its so damn stupid lorz.
who cares bout those stupid artists?
n some more muz draw some stupid sketches ourselves.
puh-lease lorz.
band prac was so fucking idiotic lorz.
stupid score not enough.
5 ppl share one score.
very the not pathetic lorz.
n im lyke e furthest away.
how m i suppossed to see?
craning my neck lyke mad.
i cant even see a single stupid note lorz.
holding my flute there lyke some stupid idiot.
n now my stupid dad is nagging.
coz my stupid brother wants e car.
to help my other stupid brother to take his stupid labtop
then shun bian go his gf's hse.
stupid. real stupid.
argh!

2004-06-27T10:36:00.000+08:00

2004-06-25T17:22:00.000+08:00

juz came back from camp.
this time is even worse than last year.
water games still not bad.
but e circuit training is realli... bleh >.<
food is oso not good.
night trail oso not scary one. not very fun.
now so bored.
too lazy to do homework.
decided to do this quiz...

What was…

1. the last movie you watched?
Harry Potter and POA.

2. the last tv show you watched?
er, e 5.30 pm show.

3. the last song you heard?
Everytime by Britney Spears. rox man, this song...

4. the last thing you bought?
ehh, e drink from uncle mobeen's stall?

5. the last place you went [besides your house]?
skool. -_- stupid camp.

6. the last food you ate?
eh, e disgusting packet lunch.

7. the last thing you heard from your parents?
"go n help me on e fan lah."

8. the last thing you said to your parents?
"wad lah, dun wan leh..." while rolling my eyes...

9. the last thing you said to one of your
friends?
telling her bout e camp.

10. the last thing you read?
some hp fanfic dat jinan told me bout.

Who was…

1. the last person you called?
my dad i think.

2. the last person who called you?
my dad.

3. the last person you texted?
ehhh. xueli

4. the last person who texted you?
sharon.

5. the last person who said good night last
night?
shumin.

6. the last person who said I love you to you?
forgot...

7. the last person who gave you a testimonial?
someone. not sure who.

8. the last person who messaged you [friendster]?
melissa? candy?

9. the last person you hugged?
my teddy bear. never see it for two daes...

10. the last person you saw in tv?
erhh. e actors n actresses lah. duhh. -_-

11. the last person you miss so much?
my teddy bear.

2004-06-18T16:45:00.000+08:00

ha. gonna post e homeworks again.

- Lit
Revise 'The Pearl'. Common Test Term 3 Week 1. (Passage Based Question, 25 mark).
Read Macbeth. Access epebble lesson on 'Macbeth'. Term 3 begins with Act 1.
Attempt Mid-year Practice Exams of e pearl

- Maths
Attempt reamining of Mid-year Practice Exams.
Maths Homework 31.

- Chinese
Two 'Zhuan Ji' two entries. One about serious topic the other lighthearted.
Study remaining of 'Shui Hu Zhuan'. Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.
Study 'Ting Xie' Chapter 16, 17 & 18.
Comprehension of 'Fu Zhu Zuo Ye 2'.
Attempt Mid-year Practice Exam Paper 1's Compo & 2's Comprehension.
~~Yi Shu Mi Cheng~~

- English
~~The Bonesetter's Daughter Pg 4.~~
~~Read & do the Questions on Pg 6, 9 ,15, 16 & 19.~~
Practice reading 'The Holocaust' pg 1 to 6. (heck lah)
Mid year Review paper
Go to epebble. Read 'The Vietnam War'. (e prob is i cant go in!) Do research on World World II and find out the setting, place and infomation about at least 3 characters.
Bring the picture description and the essay on 'Misunderstanding' when term reopens.

- Science
~~Past-year Common Test Papers 1, 2 & 4.~~
Revise Biology & Chemistry. Combined Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.

- MEP
Concert Report. (who cares?)

- Art
Art research homework (so dead!!!)

argh.
still so dead.
one week to finish em.
n study e tests.
hope i can finish by e end of next week.

2004-06-17T15:34:00.000+08:00

got awaken by yeeling's n ronda's calls.
nothing to do.
(actually is alot of homework.
but haiz. who cares...)
so come here to blog.
haiz.
feel so sad.
they still bothered to go somewhere to do hw.
while i everydae do nothing.
haiz.
i realli dunno how im suppossed to finish all dose homework b4 e end of hols.
haiz.

2004-06-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

dis morn woke up quite earli.
8 sumthing.
v bored, so went to do science.
after dat went to play gunbound.
then my brother saw me playing.
so he went to download again.
ha, said he wanted to battle with me.
@ first i was on a winning streak.
so fun, winning a lot of gold n points.
won every game.
but @ one sumthing e ppl deliverin e beds came.
haiz.
after dat i was going downhill.
every game oso lose.
so sad...
now waiting for him.
coz he wanted to clean his room.
haiz.

2004-06-14T21:39:00.000+08:00

yeah.
im bored again.
but found another quiz.
well, here goes...

If you were to be reincarnated as an animal, what kind of animal would you be?
A cow.

If you could be the guest on any television talk show, which would it be?
None.

If you could take away the vocal cords of any person you know, who would it be?
My parents.

If you had to prevent one event in history, what event would you eliminate?
The birth of Adolf Hitler.

If you had to rename your hometown, what would you call it?
Dunno.

If you could teach your children only one lesson in life, what would it be?
Never ever be a backstabber.

If you could be the editor of any single magazine, what publication would you pick?
None. Not too keen bout a job of an editor.

If you could only hear one voice that you are familiar with for the rest of your life from the mouth of all people, whose would it be?
Cant think of anybody.

If you could eliminate one thing you do each day in the bathroom so that you never had to do it again, what would it be?
Shit.

If you could choose the music at your own funeral, what would you choose, and who would play it?
Any song of Clay Aiken. The Way, perharps.

If you had to sleep with someone you despise in exchange for one thing, what is it that you would demand?
Freedom.

If you could see any one famous person from history fully naked who would it be?
Please dont make me puke.

If you were to give one person you know an award for something, who would it be, and what for?
Vivien. Crazy Lame Person.

If you had to choose someone with you right now to be president of the United States, who would you want it to be?
Anyone. As long as she declares dat USA wont go on wars anymore.

If you could take revenge on any person you have ever known, who would it be, why do they deserve it, and how would you do it?
Im not very revengeful.

If you were to perform in the circus, what would you do?
Being in a cage with a tiger, then get eaten.

If you could have a secret listening device in any one room in the world, which room would you like it to be in?
Cant think of any now...

If you could inhabit the body of someone you know personally, while keeping your own mind, whose body would you take?
My own body.

If you could have been the architect of any one building in history, which building would you choose?
The Pyramid of Khufu.

If you could have directed any film in history, what movie would it be?
Harry Potter.

If you could have invented anything from history, what would you pick?
The Internet.

If you could invent something that currently does not exist, what would it be?
Im not an inventor. Cant think of any.

If you could have the mind of someone you know but remain in your own body, whose brain would you take?
Some smart person.

If you could have the mind of someone from history and remain in your own body, whose would you choose?
I want my own mind.

If you were to be reincarnated as someone you know, who would it be?
Dunno.

If you could arrange for one thing to befall your boss, what would you have happen?
For him to become kind.

If you could do any job in the world for one day, what would it be?
See what it feels lyke to be a terrorist.

If you could have been borne the child of a famous person no longer living, who would you choose?
Some realli rich person perharps.

If you were to have a one-night stand with a current world leader, who would you choose?
Most of e world leaders r old. Nah.

If it could only be one exact time of the day, all day, everyday, forevermore, what time would you choose it to be?
Sleeping time.

If you could put anyone in prison, who would you lock up?
Erm, Bush perharps.

If you could overthrow any government in the world, which one would you replace?
Singapore.

If you could live the life of any fictional character, what character would it be?
Harry Potter.

If you were to be rescued from a desert island, by whom would you want to be rescued?
A person.

If you had to be someone's body part, what would you be, and on whose body?
huh?

If you could be one article of clothing, what would you be, and who would you want to belong to?
Does a watch counts as clothing?

If you could be the current champion in any one sport, which sport would it be?
Javelin.

If you could spend the weekend in any hotel in the world with all expenses paid, which hotel would you choose?
Presidential Suite in some 6-stars hotel. If have 7-stars, even better.

If you could have been any person from history, who would you want to have been?
Cant think of any.

If you had to cast living actors to play each of the people with you right now in a new film, who would you choose to play each person?
Dunno.

If all food had only one taste for the rest of you life, which food would you want it to taste like?
Satay.

If you had to die from something other than old age, how would you prefer to go?
Carbon monoxide posioning. haha...

If you were to receive a letter today from anyone you have known during your lifetime, who would it be from and what would it say?
I have no idea.

If you could eliminate one day from your past so that you never had to live through it, which day would you erase?
The day when I was born.

If you could go back in time, as yourself, to live for one year at any point in history, what year would you choose, and where would you go?
When the dinosaurs roamed the world.

If you could have one composer from history write a symphony for you, who would it be?
Bartok.

If you could have a telegram from one famous person now alive, who would it be from, and what would it say?
Dunno.

If you could have a telegram from one person from history, who would it be from, and what would it say?
Dunno.

If you were to join one current musical group, which group would you want to be a member of, and what instrument would you play?
Any group. Keyboard?

If you could bring back any past leader of your country to run the country again, who would you want?
Most of them are still alive.

If you could commmit one crime without being caught, what crime would you commit?
Playing truant.

If you had to choose the title of your biography, what would it be?
The Final Fantasy.

If you could read the private diary of someone you know personally, whose diary would you read?
Dunno.

If you could have only one piece of furniture in your home, what would you want it to be?
A nice and comfy carpet or chair.

If you could read the private diary of any celebrity alive today, whose diary would you read?
Clay Aiken.

If you could read the private diary of any one person in history, whose diary would you want to read?
Einstein.

If you were on trial and someone you know (who is not a lawyer) had to act as your legal representative, who would you want to defend you?
Some quick-witted n smart debator.

If you could have one person from history work for you as your personal assistant, who would it be?
huh?

If you could keep only one thing that is in your bathroom right now, as the one thing in there forever, what would you have?
Nothing.

If you could be a student of any university in the world right now, where would you enroll?
Oxford. Or Yales. Or Cambridge.

If you had to kill one person you work with, who would it be?
Some irritating and annoying person.

If you had to name the dumbest purchase you ever made, which would it be?
Cant remember.

If you could program the perfect evening of television shows, which ones would you select, and in what order?
huh?

If you could remove one current politician from office, who would you get rid of?
Who cares?

If you could break one world's record for anything other than sports, what would it be?
Sleeping for e longest hours.

If you could teach a person any single thing, who and what would you choose?
Teach my parents dat their incessant nagging is irritating.

If you could realize a dream that you have had while asleep, what dream would you pick?
That I am very rich.

If you could choose only one color and image for your country's new flag, what would it look like?
Blue and Black.

If you could have been any past president of the United States, who would you have been?
Washington. But was he a president?

If you had to eat the same meal for the rest of your life, morning, noon, and night, without worrying about nutrition, what would you eat?
Chips.

If you could be any sports figure alive, who would you want to be?
Nobody.

If you could retract one lie you have told in your life, which would it be?
Lazy to think.

If you were stranded on a desert island and could have only one piece of music to listen to, what would it be?
The Way. By Clay Aiken.

If you could be master chef in any restaurant in the world, where would you choose to cook?
Whatever...

If you were to die in a public place, exactly what spot would you choose?
Some nice place.

If you were stranded on a desert island and could have with you only one object you currently own, what would you take?
My handphone. Or my computer, but must haf internet access.

If you could host a dinner party in any room in the world (without having to clean it up), where would you want it to be?
Somewhere in a nice castle.

If you could say one sentence to the current leader of your country, what would you say?
Please make skooling not so stressed, can?

If you had to name the single most regrettable thing about your country's history, what would it be?
That we were occupied by the Japanese who mass murdered innocents at that point of time.

If you could discover that something you thought was true was actually false, what would you wish it to be?
Whatever...

If you could leave flowers on any one person's grave every week whether you knew them or not, who would it be?
Someone.

If you could name one star anything you want, what would you name it?
Bluedaez.

If you had have fought in any war in history, which would you have fought in?
World War II.

If you were to be executed tomorrow but could decide the method, how would you prefer to go?
Carbon monoxide poisoning.

If you could have a year any place in the world, all expenses paid, where would you go?
Singapore.

If you could "uninvent" one thing in the world so that it no longer exists, what would you choose?
School.

If you had to choose the best advertising campaign ever created, which one would it be?
Gatsby.

2004-06-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

so bored.
dunno wad to do.
so i went strolling around some blogs.
when i saw this quiz on elaine's.

1. Describe the best feeling you've ever had:

when im feeling happy.

2. Were you named after anyone:

nah.

3. Do you wish on stars?

no. but i lyke stars.

4. Which finger is your favorite?

none.

5. When did you last cry:

forgot

6. Do you like your handwriting:

quite.

7: What is your favorite lunch meat:

chicken.

8. Any bad habits:

lots. for eg, chewing my nails when im using e com.

9. What is your most embarrassing cd?

HUH?

10. If you were another person, would you be
friends with you and why or why not?:

dotz.

11. Are you a daredevil?:

quite.

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not
to tell?:

coz.

13: Do looks matter?

quite.

14: Do you think there is a pot of gold at the
end of the rainbow:

no.

15. Do fish have feelings:

who (or what) doesnt?

16: Where is your second home:

according to mrs cheong (not too sure whether realli is her), suppossed to b e skool

17: Do you trust others easily:

yeah. n dis is wad hurts me most.

18. What was your favorite toy as a child:

stuffies, plushies... etc...

19. What lesson in school do you think is
totally useless:

agree with elaine. music is realli quite useless.
especially when taught my e stupid woman who keeps shh-ing.

20. Do you like sappy love songs:

yea.

21. Have you ever been on radio or television?

my sms.

22. Do you have a journal:

yea.

23. What do you look for in a guy/girl?:

i do not look for something in a girl.

24.What are your nicknames?:

...

25. Would u bungee jump?:

maeb.

26. Do you untie your shoes when you take
them off?:

nope.

27. What are you worried about right now?

whether or not i would be allowed to go watch harry potter poa again on wed!

...
huh?
so fast finish ah...
so sad...
gotta go search for something else to do liaoz...
haiz...
ciao...

2004-06-13T16:05:00.000+08:00

ok.
im now so damn pissed off.
dis morn i was dere reading some books when my mum asked me whether i wanna go to grandma's house.
n whether i wanna go buy new skool shoes.
i obviously declined.
as i still have to practice my piano and do some homework.
she said dat i very long never go liaoz.
so she practically forced me to go.
i was so irritated dat i started talking back.
saeing dat i haf no time.
my dad began nagging n nagging.
saeing dat i haf time to go shopping with my frens.
but no time to go grandmas house.
so he said dat i cant go out next wed.
my gawd.
ytd he still said can.
dats y i confirmed it with ronda.
so i had no choice but to go with them.
hoping dat i will b able to go watch hp next wed.
wasted my whole morning n afternoon dere.
so now i m so damn irritated.
but i realli wanna go watch harry potter again.
so now im crossing my fingers.
dat they will be in a good mood next tues.
so dat i will be allowed to watch.

2004-06-12T18:15:00.000+08:00

ytd
we berato @ one thirty in skool.
arrived @ Victoria Concert Hall @ bout two thirty.
bout some time later went into e waiting area.
had our first rehearsal.
miss seah was asking e percussion to move e chime coz blocking them.
then esther or some other ppl pushed it nearly down e stairs.
lyke wanna fall.
those stupid ppl down there were laughing n clapping.
damn rude n mean.
i was there cursing dat e chime will fall onto them... >.<
when it is their turn to rehearse.
after dat sat down to listen to e other bands.
quite boring lah...
had second rehearsal after e other bands had rehearsed.
then came e dinner.
e food was ok.
but not lyke wad miss seah had said to be excellent.
e vege was a bit farni.
n e meat was lyke, chicken wing n a drumstick.
stupid lorz...
was trying to eat it w/o oiling my hands.
struggling with e fork...
soon we went to e waiting area again.
waiting for e concert to start.
after tuning, my sec 3 seniors n i were there playing concentration n some other games.
time flew by quite fast.
our band is e one rite after interval.
soon we were dere standing in our rows.
so nervous...
then we went on stage.
everything lyke so blurry coz of e bright lights....
started playing.
soon we finished playing.
went back to e dressing room.
went home after dat...

2004-06-11T12:02:00.000+08:00

ok.
decided to blog.
now lyke waiting for death.
sitting in front of the com.
waiting for my brother to come back,
before i change to go to skool.
later haf e band concert.
at VCH.
for some charity NKF thing.
haiz.

2004-06-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

Holidae Homework

- Lit
1. Revise 'The Pearl'. Common Test Term 3 Week 1. (Passage Based Question, 25 mark).
2. Read Macbeth. Access epebble lesson on 'Macbeth'. Term 3 begins with Act 1.
3. Attempt Mid-year Practice Exams.

- Maths
4. Attempt reamining of Mid-year Practice Exams.
5. Maths Homework 31.

- Chinese
6. Two 'Zhuan Ji' two entries. One about serious topic the other lighthearted.
7. Study remaining of 'Shui Hu Zhuan'. Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.
8. Study 'Ting Xie' Chapter 16, 17 & 18.
9. 'Fu Zhu Zuo Ye 2'.
10. Attempt Mid-year Practice Exam Paper 1 & 2.
~~11. Yi Shu Mi Cheng~~

- English
12. The Bonesetter's Daughter Pg 4.
13. Read & do the Questions on Pg 6, 9 ,15, 16 & 19.
14. Practice reading 'The Holocaust' pg 1 to 6.
15. Go to epebble. Read 'The Vietnam War'. Do research on World World II and find out the setting, place and infomation about at least 3 characters.
16. Bring the picture description and the essay on 'Misunderstanding' when term reopens.

- Science
17. Past-year Common Test Papers 1, 2 & 4.
18. Revise Biology & Chemistry. Combined Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.

- MEP
19. Concert Report.

- Art
20. Art research homework

haiz... so much of homework.
n i haf not even done a single one.
so dead liaoz...

2004-06-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

happy birthday vivien!!!
happy birthday carmen!!!

2004-06-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

went ssc again todae.
took e mrt with my brother.
together with yeeling n ronda.
went there quite early.
not much ppl there yet.
e first session was so damn boring.
see e teacher oreadi wanna doze off.
let alone e dunno wad bacteria shit.
me n quan quan were there chatting via typing to kill time.
haiz, e hands on was oso boring.
not beri fun.
went lunch.
at macs.
again.
after dat went walking in e life science place.
quite nice... playing e exhibits.
went back macs after dat.
to buy some drinks.
went to see e Venus thingy.
real stupid.
juz one tiny tiny dot.
they told us to go e observatory to see even better.
wasted our time.
nothing there one.
juz e same thing i saw.
continued e lessons.
after dat was quite fun.
grew e glowing bacteria.
lessons ended quite earli.
4 sumthing lyke dat.
went e jurong east shopping center arcade.
while playing e air hockey, dis idiot brat realli pissed me off.
he kept putting his hand onto e thing.
damn it lorz.
i purposeli hit damn hard.
hope dat when he stick his hand in, it will hit him...
irritating kid.
after dat played bishi bashi.
yeeling was so good lorz...
nearli finished e whole thing.
i was kicked out lyke in e middle oreadi liao lorz...
ronda n she decided to go jurong point after dat.
now real tired.
haiz...
actually we wanted to go watch harry potter again tml.
ronda n i r so obsessed with daniel radcliffe.
hes realli so damn shuai lorz...
but my father dun allow me to go...
haiz... sae i keep going out...
haiz.
now im feeling real moody coz of dis...

2004-06-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

so bored... currentli in a pissed off mood.
feeling realli damn irritated.
todae went 4 dat science centre thingy.
ytd nite was still thinking bout starting my hw tml, dats todae lahz...
damnit.
rmbered bout e science centre thingy.
real shit.
tml still haf lorz...
haiz...
decided to meet yeeling @ lavendar.
coz on e same line.
met @ 7am.
real idiot.
estimated time wrongly.
thought dat would take at least one hour.
turned out to be ONLI half an hour.
damnit lorz...
walking dere @ seven thirty...
hahaz, saw dis realli long queue q-ing for e todae.
ppl realli so farni, willing to wait 4 e paper.
decided 2 go macs.
sat dere reading fushigi yuugi.
took bus to ssc.
2 stops i think.
aniwae, reached dere n saw bunch of ppl dere liaoz.
sitting in macs.
damn shit lorz...
forgot dat scc has a mac.
walked back n fro to e mac @ jurong east interchange dere 4 nothing.
haiz.
they were reading e 8daes.
featuring hp3 n daniel radcliffe.
hes realli so damn shuai lorz...
gonna buy e 8daes juz 4 his pics... haha...
tan lee lee later ask us to assemble.
9 thirty to 10 lyke dat then can step in2 e ssc.
stupid.
waited outside 4 so long.
haiz...
discovered dat we r hafing some workshop thingy.
bout DNA dose thingys.
quite nice, e lessons.
had lunch w yeeling n ronda.
at macs.
again.
haiz... macs is realli so boring.
went xplorin e ssc
continued e lessons after dat.
taught us how to use e micropipette n some other things.
went home with yeeling n ronda after dat.
finished book 18 of fushigi yuugi.
skipped dinner 2 finish it.
e endin' a bit, ermz... dunoe how to describe.
nice thou.
tamahome is realli so shuai... haz...
but prefer it if they stay in e book...
haiz...
so bored...

2004-06-06T19:50:00.000+08:00

went cineleisure to watch harry potter todae!
met with jinan, jl n her sister @ somerset mrt station.
jl was late. again.
decided to shop @ Heeren 1st...
went hmv.
bought nothing there. saw e final fantasy soundtracks. was so excited @ first.
haiz... but juz could not find ff8 one. haiz...
jinan was adamant in finding her new balance shoes.
walked thru e whole shopping center but din find.
went to a sweet shop. dose sweets.
haha... kept laughing there...
i cooped one sweet there even thou they said no sampling...
haha... my first time "stealing".
me n jinan later decided to buy lah...
then she was there choosing. took so long lorz...
were laughing n laughing... real hilarious...
went to cineleisure after dat. went into e cinema not long after...
omg! harry potter was so damn nice lorz!
so cool... much bettr than e first two.
luved it so much when hermione punched malfoy...
damn cool.
daniel radcliffe is so damn shuai!
he looks so shuai with glasses.
emma watson is oso really chio. chio with style...
haha... damn good show...

2004-06-05T22:25:00.000+08:00

yeah!
so happy...
tml finally going to watch harry potter...
lalala... yeah...

2004-06-04T17:10:00.000+08:00

went back skool todae...
had e ipw make up lesson.
haiz... real waste of time...
so many ppl never come lorz.
e class was so empty.
if it werent 4 my grp is presenting, wouldnt haf went.
thought dat it would b onli 4 lyke one hour.
so told my bro to juz wait there 4 me.
wad e hell lorz... drag until ten. actualli they said nine lorz...
so scared dat he would scold me.
lucky he didnt. but sms-ed me so mani times.
said dat he waited until getting dizzy in e car.
hahaz, carbon monoxide poisoning.
but he said he off e aircon. farni.
aniwae, so thrilled bout sunday!
going cineleisure to watch harry potter!

2004-05-31T13:12:00.000+08:00

haiz... now riting my yi shu mi cheng.
real bored. onli @ e second page bout e grandfather n e cat.
dun noe how to write lehz...
real pissed off...
haiz... hate moy moy.

2004-05-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

was so bored dat i went channel surfin...
saw dis quiz thingy on devina's blog...

What is your name?: huiqing
Are you named after anyone?: not too sure...
What's your screename?: bluedaez
Would you name a child of yours after you?: duhh
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: -roll my eyes-
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: lotz!
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: everytime. irritates me.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: nope. definetely nope.

Basics
Your gender: female.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight.
Single?: duhh.
If not, do you want to be?: i already am.
Birthdate:: 27th december 1990
Your age:: 13+
Age you act: lyke a child.
Age you wish you were: dead.
Your height: shortie...
Eye color: black? brown?
Happy with it?: okae lahz... wad can i expect? blue?
Hair color: black?
Happy with it?: okae lorz.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: rightie.
Your living arrangement: huh? alone.
Your family: parents n two stupid bros.
Have any pets?: i call my brother a dog.
Whats your job?: student -____-
Piercings?: nope.
Tattoos?: puh-lease
Obsessions?: Final Fantasy VIII! Clay Aiken! Manga! Sleeping! Books! e color Blue!
Addictions?: Final Fantasy VIII! Clay Aiken! Manga! Sleeping! Books! e color Blue!
Do you speak another language?: english n chinese.
Have a favorite quote?: lotz.
Do you have a webpage?: duhh... im now typin in my webpage. -___-

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: dunno.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: sumtimes. but not realli.
Do you have any secrets?: who doesnt? puh-lease
Do you hate yourself?: why should i? dotz...
Do you like your handwriting?: quite. but not when i scribble.
Do you have any bad habits?: biting my nails when i use e com.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: not too sure.
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: there is nothing to make about my life.
What's your biggest fear?: fear.
Can you sing?: who cant sing? its not e prob whether anione can sing. is whether she can sing nice.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nope.
Are you a loner?: sometimes.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: to enjoy life. :)
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: think so...
Are you a daredevil?: not realli... depends on wad situation.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: not realli.
Are you passive or agressive?: both. depends.
Do you have a journal?: nope. unless dis blog counts.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: weakness is my stubborness. strength? not too sure.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: haf straighter hair.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: okaez...
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: lotz. countless.
Do you think life has been good so far?: sort of.
What do you like the most about your body?: my nails.
And least?: ?
Do you think you are good looking?: average...
Are you confident?: sometimes. depends.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: how would i noe?
Are you perceived wrongly?: dunno

Do You...
Smoke?: puh-lease
Do drugs?: puh-lease
Read the newspaper?: sometimes.
Pray?: nope. unless e morning prayers during assembly counts.
Go to church?: nope.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yesh.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: puh-lease. u should see my cupboard. full of stuffies.
Take walks in the rain?: love them.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: who isnt a hypocrite?
Drive?: puh-lease
Like to drive fast?: hate it.

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: dunno
Hurt yourself?: huh?
Been out of the country?: puh-lease
Eaten something that made other people sick?: huh?
Been in love?: nope
Done drugs?: puh-lease. i thought juz asked?
Gone skinny dipping?: puh-lease
Had a medical emergency?: ermz... think so, if dat is considered an emergency.
Had surgery?: no -.-
Ran away from home?: puh-lease
Played strip poker?: poker yes. strip poker? wads dat?
Gotten beaten up?: ermz, by my father.
Beaten someone up?: of course! been terrorizing my bro since young... but stopped now.
Been picked on?: yeah.
Been on stage?: puh-lease
Slept outdoors?: ermz, dun think so.
Thought about suicide?: yesh.
Pulled an all nighter?: of course.
If yes, what is your record?: forgot liaoz...
Gone one day without food?: yesh.
Talked on the phone all night?: ermz, forgot.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: my bros.
Slept all day?: yesh.
Killed someone?: puh-lease
Made out with a stranger?: puh-lease
Had sex with a stranger?: puh-lease
Thought you're going crazy?: very often.
Kissed the same sex?: my mom?
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: puh-lease
Been betrayed?: think so.
Had a dream that came true?: of course.
Broken the law?: puh-lease
Met a famous person?: think so.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: insect?
On purpose?: puh-lease
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: think so/
Stolen anything?: nope.
Been on radio/tv?: my sms onli.
Been in a mosh-pit?: no~
Had a nervous breakdown?: sorta
Bungee jumped?: puh-lease. NO.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: yup.

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: ermz, not realli. aliens?
Miracles?: yesh.
Astrology?: yesh.
Magic?: yesh.
God?: not realli.
Satan?: not realli
Santa?: when i was small.
Ghosts?: nope.
Luck?: of course.
Love at first sight?: yesh.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: of course.
Witches?: yep.
Easter bunny?: no.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: not realli...
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: yeah.
Do you wish on stars?: not realli.

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yeah
Do you think God has a gender?: i dun realli blieve in God.
Do you believe in organized religion?: huh? too chim for me.
Where do you think we go when we die?: paradise.

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: nope.
Who is your best friend?: nobody.
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: nobody.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: ermz, forgot...
Your favourite inside joke?: lotz...
Thing you're picked on most about?: ermz... forgot...
Who's your longest known friend?: ermz, my pri skool frens.
Newest?: ...
Shyest?: not too sure...
Funniest?: ... quite a lot.
Sweetest?: wenhui.
Closest?: no one.
Weirdest?: lotz.
Smartest?: liyan.
Ditziest?: huh? another chim word.
Friends you miss being close to the most?: ...
Last person you talked to online?: let me think... short term memory loss... think is hejin. or cheryl. or eunice.
Who do you talk to most online?: jinan... ermz, forgot liaoz... tok to lotz of ppl.
Who are you on the phone with most?: not too sure. dun realli tok much on e phone.
Who do you trust most?: no one.
Who listens to your problems?: my inner self.
Who do you fight most with?: my brother.
Who's the nicest?: jialing.
Who's the most outgoing?: xianyun.
Who's the best singer?: hannah or gladys they all...
Who's on your shit-list?: shit.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: puh-lease -_______-\\\
Who's your second family?: ?
Do you always feel understood?: who will?
Who's the loudest friend?: melissa.
Do you trust others easily?: not realli.
Who's house were you last at?: ermz, jialings.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: my teddy bear.
Do your friends know you?: how i noe?
Friend that lives farthest away: some IM frens.

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: ?
What do you find romantic?: urmz, duno.
Turn-on?: dunno ?
Turn-off?: lotz.
First kiss?: nope.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: depends.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going: yeah.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: y would i?
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: no.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: dunno
What is best about the opposite sex?: dat they r of e opposite sex?
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: noisy. irritating. insensitive. the list goes on..
What's the last present someone gave you?: forgot already... unless e dog i cooped ytd @ e open hse counted...
Are you in love?: crush.
Do you consider your significant other hot?: ?

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: -.- nobody
You wanted to kill?: lotz.
That you laughed at?: vivien. for being e 5Ls.
That laughed at you?: vivien n mel 4 e dripping ice cream.
That turned you on?: crush.
You went shopping with?: those ppl dat went on e yi shu mi cheng with me.
That broke your heart?: a heartbreaker.
To disappoint you?: forgot.
To ask you out?: out in wad way?
To make you cry?: too long never cry liao.
To brighten up your day?: hahaz... those ppl ytd got me out of my bad mood.
That you thought about?: y should i tell u?
You saw a movie with?: forgotz...
You talked to on the phone?: ermz, my bro? forgot.
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: i thought juz asked on top?
You saw?: ermz, those ppl ytd.
You lost?: ermz, huh?

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: no.
Will it be with your significant other?: i already said no!
Or some random person?: puh-lease. -_____-
What are you wearing right now?: t-shirt n shorts.
Body part you're touching right now: if e keyboard is my body part, then so be it. -___-
What are you worried about right now?: that e holidaes will end in juz a blink of e eye
What book are you reading?: dn angel
What's on your mousepad?: i dun need a mousepad 4 a optical mouse.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: hot. bored. irritated. tired. happy.
Are you bored?: very.
Are you tired?: very.
Are you talking to anyone online?: yesh.
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: nope.
Are you lonely or content?: content.
Are you listening to music?: puh-lease. oning e music is a must haf.

2004-05-29T09:46:00.000+08:00

Holidae Homework

- Lit
1. Revise 'The Pearl'. Common Test Term 3 Week 1. (Passage Based Question, 25 mark).
2. Read Macbeth. Access epebble lesson on 'Macbeth'. Term 3 begins with Act 1.
3. Attempt Mid-year Practice Exams.

- Maths
4. Attempt Mid-year Practice Exams.
5. Maths Homework 31.

- Chinese
6. Two 'Zhuan Ji' two entries. One about serious topic the other lighthearted.
7. Study 'Shui Hu Zhuan'. Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.
8. Study 'Ting Xie' Chapter 16, 17 & 18.
9. 'Fu Zhu Zuo Ye 2'.
10. Attempt Mid-year Practice Exam Paper 1 & 2.
11. Yi Shu Mi Cheng

- English
12. The Bonesetter's Daughter Pg 4.
13. Read & do the Questions on Pg 6, 9 ,15, 16 & 19.
14. Practice reading 'The Holocaust' pg 1 to 6.
15. Go to epebble. Read 'The Vietnam War'. Do research on World World II and find out the setting, place and infomation about at least 3 characters.
16. Bring the picture description and the essay on 'Misunderstanding' when term reopens.

- Science
17. Past-year Common Test Papers 1, 2 & 4.
18. Revise Biology & Chemistry. Combined Common Test on Term 3 Week 1.

- MEP
19. Concert Report.

- Art
20. Art research homework

dis is how e teachers take revenge on us 4 not having midyear review. -___-
haiz...

2004-05-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

hahaz... in my hyperness, i forgot to sae dat...

e holidaes are here!!!

hahaz, im realli goin bonkerz...
becoming as lame as vivien liaoz... -___- hahaz...

2004-05-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

hahz... finally back to my hyper mood!
now real happy :)...
ps: jinan, im finalli not in my bad mood!
juz went back ccps... real fun!!!
met melissa downstairs to go together...
found out from her dat e band got gold dis year!
realli proud - face beaming - hahaz...
haiz... e onli time they got silver was my batch...
damn idoitic lorz... we were realli slack @ dat time...
e band lyke improve alot... quite good.
met vivien soon after we got there...
she is realli damn lame... become much more lamer...
hahz, had dis joke bout her being 5Ls.
Lame, Loser n 3 Lines down.
hahaz... she kept saeing lame things... realli lame ones...
lyke, saeing dat shes so tall dat e toilet mirrors r too short 4 her to see her face...
haiz... cant belive dat dis person was our head prefect... hahaz...
todae beri little ppl come... less than 15 from 6 hum...
no class spirit @ all (juz kiddin':))...
but we realli had fun...
crappin n exchanged new phone numbers, email adds blah blah blah...
hahaz, spent 4 bucks on e photo...
come out lyke quite blur... black black dots on top...
n e guy was lyke "e paper is much better... e printin is much better..." when we @ 1st did not wan to take e photo...
quite expensive, but is worth it lahz...
ohya, they all so damn tall lorz...
me still so short... haiz...
lucky yunzhen n xianyun still about my height... hahz...
miss ccps n 6 hum so much!
had to go home bout 8 thirty... so sad... :(
goin home to catch e detective show... last episode.
haiz... if onli we can go back ccps to study again...
hahz...

2004-05-28T16:57:00.000+08:00

haiz... now back to my bad mood.
cant stand it when my mother nags...
wad e hell... spoil my mood.
haiz... now my earphones r blasting to block off those noise...
todae went e temasek junior college 4 dat science fair thingy...
real bored.
learnt nothing but e RI guys are realli lazy.
dun even wan to explain properly wad their project is bout. haiz...
e food there is lyke shit...
e stupid snack machine ate my 70 cents...
real shit lah...
e stupid doritos got stuck...
had to pay again to get it out.
haiz...
and e supposedly ice coffee wasnt even cold... damn warm.
haiz.
real shit... wasted whole morn.
skool ended @ twelve.
had to go n repair my flute...
went to e meiban building.
in jan it was still there...
now move to wad a to z building.
damn shit.
but then, went to a building dat thought is a to z.
there oso one yamaha.
but not e music service center.
is e stupid motorcycle centre thingy.
which is oso yamaha.
damn shit lahz... e actual building was juz beside.
finalli got there.
real shit.
repairation needed 70 bucks.
real farni lahz...
70 bucks.
damn shit.
a bit e not extort lahz...
now my mood is realli damn damn bad...
haiz...
but cant wait 4 e open house tonite.
miss 6 humility so much...

2004-05-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

todae morn finalli out of my bad mood.
skool quite fun... until cca starts... haiz...
hahz, during pe suddenli e fire drill bell rang...
mrs tan was so farni, shouted @ e top of her lungs to finish wad she was toking bout b4 we ran to e hockey pitch...
lynn was was oso damn hilarious...
when e om foo was saeing wad tml is e last dae of holidaes then she was lyke...
HUH???
so damn loud lorz... we were laughing n laughing... hahz...
after recess went drama studio to watch e malay cultural dance performance.
then watched e dikir barut thingy...
haiz... reminded me of last years mep exam...
studied lyke xiao 4 e malay music...
went back class...
thought moy moy was gonna come in...
hahz! she was @ her CO thingy...
played heart attack with bout 10 other ppl...
hands so painful...
all on top of another...
but real real fun...
when mrs koh came in, we were still playing...
even @ hall some of us still continued...
CO was performin...
haiz... real bored.
hahaz, slept my way through 4 e last half hour...
real bad...
band was boring... miss seah FINALLY came back...
haiz... band back to ending @ six liaoz... haiz.

2004-05-26T17:44:00.000+08:00

im still in a realli bad mood.
since last morn.
in e morn woke up @ five thirty to finish e last three maths qns.
handwriting was lyke shit as i was so irritated n sleepy.
cant wait 4 e hols to start.
hate skool so much.
e first few lessons lyke so boring.
history was actually nice as we got to watch finding nemo.
i think e onli time when history les was nice is todae.
after dat art was full of crap.
haf 3 assignments for e hols. real farni.
wad research crap.
after recess finalli had e prodikeys thingy.
thought it would be nice to get e score 4 some ff8 midis.
e stupid miss lee said wad not teachers password so cant import e midi.
real shit.
juz when i was realli lookin forward towards it.
had eng after dat.
crap.
think i totalli flunk e stupid summary.
haiz.

2004-05-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

woke up @ 6.15 todae.
real shit...
actually suppossed to be lyke four something get up to do science.
decided to heck care. overslept.
wanted to stay home...
realli so tired dat my eyes bareli open.
e dae was lyke so shit. full of nothing but shit.
e whole dae damn bad mood.
after recess e mood even worse.
realli cant wait 4 june hols to come.
so damn sick of all these crap of goin 2 skool.

2004-05-24T20:40:00.000+08:00

todae lyke haf mood swings...
hahz.
gonna list down everything dat i did... :)
dis morn real scared...
history paper lorz... haiz...
source based qns was lyke dotz!
4 two questions was lyke completely blank with onli two lines written...
some more my writing was not dat small...
others were lyke write essays lorz...
then other qns were writin n writin, dunno whether relevant...
haiz... sureli flunk... haiz...
but aniwae,

HISTORY PAPER IS OVER!!! (",)

hahaz... after dat had chi lit lesson.
real bored. e zhang lao shi was toking crap...
copied her things written on e board to give her "face".
hahaz... no one was even listenin to her lorz...
mdm mah came in e middle of e les to give e ppr.
hahz!!! i real happy!!!
overall 81.6%!!!
so far since sec one e best result!!!
hahaz... after dat real hyper...
hahz... okae... goin bonkerz... hahz...
ohya, went com. lab during recess.
4 stupid ipw project.
joanne was oso there, she lyke mad woman lorz...
run around e coms. hahz...
science lesson was damn boring. maths too.
mrs koh was crazy lor, gave four homework!
3 by dis week. wed n thurs lorz...
e last one by term 3.
haiz...
chi lesson @ first was ok.
@ e last five minutes, she went mad.
scoldin us bout not listenin to her. hahz...
she alwaes, n is realli alwaez, get mad @ e last 5 minutes if she in a good mood b4.
haiz... farni woman.
went 4 e chi project thingy w jl, cheryl n lingyan to dhoby ghaut.
cheryl n lingyan real lei cheh lorz...
still haf 2 go 2 ang mo kio library to sign up wad cip thing.
lucky mabel was oso there... if not my bro will sureli scold me 4 letting him wait till bout three.
went to orchard mrt station @ 1st.
real sparstic. walked from borders carpark to dat Stupid wall for nothing!
it was e wrong one lorz... all coz of my brother.
haiz... decided to guai guai go by mrt.
is realli much faster.
hahaz... went to e cd rama @ orchard mrt.
bought e clay aiken cd!!!
nowadaes lyke real obsessed w his songs!
esp. e way n this is e night.
downloaded all e songs in measure of a man liao.
but still wanna buy e cd. (",)
reached dhoby ghaut. when we finalli found e wall, we didnt notice e stupid intro.
real cok-eye (spelt lyke dis?) lorz we...
after dat went national lib?
think so lahz...
then walk n walk n walk when we finalli found e stupid wall of e naked woman.
looked quite gross lorz. e yellow hair dropping everywhere.
then walked bak to e main road when we called someone n they said is walk inside there.
haiz...
made a detour then walk. finalli found e mother n daughter sculptuer.
real stupid. walked away then later thought dat e cat mae be @ e same place.
walked back again.
haiz... e stupid cat was realli there.
after dat walk n walk n walk n walk AGAIN to funan center.
my brother said e colourful window was suppossed to be @ funan.
BUT it was @ mida... quite near funan.
went inside. e buildin quite nice...
enjoyed e aircon.
i finalli discovered dat e copy of e yi shu mi cheng is MISSING TWO PAGES!!!
idoitic lorz. stupid ppl dat photocopy e thing was so stupid.
haiz...
decided to leave e place n continue e trail.
went to sg river.
real sparstic.
walked one big round around e river juz to find e statue.
when we walked to e other side then discover dat if we walked e other way, it was juz there. haiz. real stupid.
walk until legs so "sour".
met quiyu, lynn, amanda n yuqing there.
next was i think @ citylink dat window.
took mrt there. @ dhoby chaut, quiyu told us there was e intro there.
so we went there 2 copy.
when we reached Citylink, my brother was lyke suddenly appeared in front of me lorz.
din even notice him near us.
aniwae, walk through e whole city link.
din even see any wad "kitchen window".
then later carmen called us.
sae wad e window is an exhibition.
which was taken down two weeks ago.
@ dat time, realli felt lyke bashin up dat siew mai lorz!
wasted our time!!!
e last place was @ e esplanade.
real stupid. e thingy there was nothing but something lyke a shops name.
wad humble house.
e food is damn ex. even haf dress code. extort money from customers lorz...
there is nothing 2 rite bout it. onli e shop name w a bare tree in front.
we were debating bout whether e tree was fake or real...
my brother n mabel came n was lyke trying to "pluck" off e branches... see whether real or fake tree. concluded dat it was real.
hahz... but e shop keepers were lyke black face...
hahz... real farni...
finalli could go home.
bout 7 alreadi... then walked from esplanade bak to suntec for quite a long time...
on e way home stuck in slight traffic jam...
me lyke light bulb lorz...
reach home @ bout eight fifteen.
haiz... wasted my whole afternoon.
all becoz of dat stupid chinese.
haiz...
now feeling real tired coz of dis stupid chi thingy...

2004-05-23T10:46:00.000+08:00

tmls e stupid history exam!!

2004-05-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's History,
Tomorrow's a Mystery,
Today's a Gift,
That's why we call it,
The Present.

hahaz... dis is so cliche...
but it is still nice...

2004-05-20T20:56:00.000+08:00

hahahaz... todae din haf chinese lessons...
had e prize presentation rehearsal thingy...
boring lah... n toasted too... (coz wearing blouse over my pe tshirt...)
but realli rather dat than chinese...
e stupid moy moy gave chang wen suo duan homework...
haiz... stupid woman...
hate chang wen suo duan lorz...
after skool went jialings house...
doing dat science coursework.
again.
mrs ang-yeo said our project lacked... depth? n width?
real farni lorz... how r supposed to add depth n width?
so instead of e pH level of liquids, we did e household reagents.
@ e end then conclude e pH is best 4 stain removing.
haiz... @ there is more lyke jl doing everything...
we do til half then slacked...
michelle was so persistant, kept sight-reading e korean song scores...
hahz... quite nan ting lah... - no offence... - but she realli damn persistant...
@ bout 6 decided 2 go home...
left kuma to shou shi can ju...
haiz... ez link card no much money left...
got off @ ang mo kio mrt station then waited 4 my dad...
half an hour lorz!
i muz look so damn wierd lah... standing there lyke statue...
haiz... my legs were aching when he finalli came...

2004-05-19T18:58:00.000+08:00

ytd had e stupid dance test earli in e morn...
real crap lorz...
my grp was e last one...
haiz... e teacher muz b real pissed off by us...
hahz... e whole grp got 1 mark... hahaz...
onli valerie got... 5 marks?
shes damn good lah...
e chem paper was lyke shit...
totalli forgotten bout how 2 draw e cooling (or heating) curve...
din write e states...
haiz...
out of 3 marks think maeb onli get lyke half mark?
haiz...

2004-05-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

actually supposed 2 type e science thingys...
but decided 2 pop by 2 blog...
hahz... tml no band...
coz of e history exam...
real happy...
but still haf to stay back 4 e science coursework... sighz...
actually i would rather go 4 band than haf e history paper...
haiz... 7 chaps 2 study in 4 daes?
... mission impossible... - shakes head -

2004-05-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	seven (you rock)
your best quality is	your music taste rules
your worst quality is	you feel lonely sometimes
this is because	youre true to yourself

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2004-05-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

dis morn wake up @ 7 juz to off my com...
e a walk 2 remember finalli dl finished liao lorz!
so happy...
but real scared e stupid com lyke last time on 2 long then spoil...
decided 2 pop by...
real bored...
haiz... actually supposed 2 draw dat stupid lit thingy...
but see bunnies until so sick...
so come here n blog...
haiz... real bored... haiz...

2004-05-14T19:19:00.000+08:00

during chinese todae dat moy moy lyke so happy...
kept smiling... then oso tell jokes...
hahx... unusual lorz she...
then tell us dat birth is e start of e journey 2 death, n e older we grow means e shorter time we will take to die... so pessimistic lor...
she real mad... either very angry or plain crazy...
arghx! todae e stupid practical was damn lan lorz...
e sonatina 2nd movement was so bad...
columbine dances worse, had lyke 2 evident mistakes...
haiz... lucky if i can pass...
dat occ had to take our music lesson on next wed juz 4 her stupid test lor!
stupid occ! juz when i was realli looking forward 2 dat prodikey (or wad they call it...) lesson...
wanted 2 bring e ff8 ballroom dance n balamb garden there then print e score. stupid occ! some more e test is 3 chapters lor...
went ang mo kio library after skool w nat koh, cecilia n lynn...
had 2 do e elit project.
stupid ms nair... tell us on such notice dat need 2 draw e pics...
me was drawin e stupid rabbit.. lyke shit lorz...
e head was way big...
body too small...
we all kept laughing lyke mad... had 2 control laughter lyke siao...
library wad... haf 2 keep quiet...
e ribbon "sparked off" everyone's laughter...
then everyone started laughin over e slightest things... hahx...

2004-05-13T23:53:00.000+08:00

i feel so tired....
of everything.
and everyone.
i wanna rest...
for as long as i can.

2004-05-08T16:40:00.000+08:00

im so tired...
of everything and everyone...

2004-05-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

ytd

dat stupid moy late 4 fifteen minutes coz of wad meetin.
when she came in, she saw sijia n some other ppl eating...
real bad timing lorz...
she so damn idiotic, make us stand 4 forty five mins,
scoldin bout everything we do dat makes her bu shuang
then still scold us 4 wastin her PRECIOUS time...
crazy woman... cant stand her...
after dat had napfa... haiz...
everything was so good lorz... all C and above...
but my stupid standing broad jump is lyke ONE SINGLE CM from D lorz!
my goodness! cant believe it lorz...
@ e last item then get e E for a bronze...
shit lorz...
had 2 go back band after napfa...
real tired and whole body aching...
but chairs not enough...
had 2 stand 4 one n half hours lorz...
haiz... worsened my aching legs...
unlucki dae man...

todae

siew mai never come dis morn...
real happi... drawing my sketches 4 art...
din noe dat muz haf sketches...
aniwae, i now seriously think dat my dat shadow thingy cd cover realli sux.
others' ones r lyke... so damn nice...
mine is all red, cant even see e shadows clearly...
haiz... - shakes head -
lit lesson was quite fun... replacing words 4 dat bukit timah highway thingy...
then our grp's was bout how disgusting foods made...
occ todae oso never come.
but we guai guai finished dat themes thingy n e stupid crossword puzzle for mep...
haha... dunno how they r goin 2 ans them lorz...
some qns r lyke... "how m i supposed to noe?" type one...
my algebra test realli bad... i think 100% flunk...
sijias qn was so damn hard lor...
dunno how 2 do...
spent so much time on dat qn...
turns out to be dat mrs koh typed wrongly...
nowonder... e actual one was much easier to do lorz...

yippee!!! no mid year reviews!!!

2004-04-30T16:27:00.000+08:00

lolx... todae haf dat moy moy didnt come! ytd too...
hahaz... but had 2 finish dat compo...
real dotz lorz...
dun even give us a title, wan us write wad "yi yang fa" thingy...
who noes wads dat lor...
occ oso not here todae...
doin dat musical storie thingy in e ensem room...
real sianz lah... but better than listenin 2 her tok crap...
haiz... dat stupid cheong wanted us to listen to her tok crap bout ip...
she lyke advertisin bout chinese high n hwa chong lorz...
sae what collaborating with them...
crap man she... realli cant stand her... wasted my time...

2004-04-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

yeah... finally got e thumb drive...
oso got my wireless network connection thingy installed back...
turns out to be e parts inside spoiled coz dropped b4...
heehee... thought dat harmless little fall to e table wont be much destructive...

to someone out there,
stop being a hypocrite.
wadeva u r thinking, juz sae.
stop pretending.

2004-04-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

About Me, Myself & I.

I AM: huiqing
I WANT: a new handphone. to go watch prince n me.
I HAVE: all dat i haf now.
I WISH: for my wireless connection to be back.
I WISH SCHOOL: isnt so stressed.
I HATE: smokers, hypocrites & snobs.
I MISS: my pri skool frens.
I FEAR: creepy crawlies.
I HEAR: e television.
I WONDER: y life is so hard to live.
I REGRET: givin my bro e other phone.
I LOVE: during e hols.
I ALWAYS: feel tired @ e thought of hafin to go 2 skool.
I DANCE: when i haf to.
I SING: along w songs.
I CRY: when i m sad.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: satisfied.
I NEED: a new phone & my wireless back!
I SHOULD: try & not be so stubborn.

Yes Or No

You keep a diary: erm... nope... unless dis blog thingy is considered one...
You like to cook: HAHA. i dont even haf home economics lessons.
You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: who doesn't?
You believe in love: erm... yesh...

Do You...?

Have a (any) crush (es): not at the moment.
Want to get married: i suppose so..
Think you're a health freak: nah, im a junk food person.
Get along with your parents: think so...
EYE COLOR: black?
BIRTHPLACE: singapore. thomson med centre.

Favourites

NUMBER (S): 7.
COLOR: Blue & Black!
DAY: friday.
MONTH: december! my birthday!
FOOD: satay...
DRINKS: coke. mango juice.
SEASON: erm... sg reali has, i would sae winter.

PREFERENCES

CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: cuddle
CHOCOLATE MILK or Vanilla: Choc

IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU....

CRIED? nope.
HELPED SOMEONE? erm... helped my bro 2 open e door?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? erm... food from e canteen?
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nah.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yesh...
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? erm... nope.
TALKED TO AN EX? erh... dotz...
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? nope.
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? nope.
HUGGED SOMEONE? nope.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? erm... dun think so.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? if dat is counted...
PLAYED ANY GAMES ONLINE? no time.
FEEL LONELY? nope... juz an ordinary skool dae.

2004-04-20T19:49:00.000+08:00

yippee! no history common test!
lotsa ppl got food poisoning...
bcoz of the curry or wad ytd @ kampong glam...
heehee... maeb on fri dun need 2 go!
but poor thing 4 those ppl...
aniwaez, wasted my time muggin till twelve then started again at four.
so lucky lorz... din study well for it...
if i took e test todae, sure fail...
pon band todae... din feel lyke goin... real tired n sleepy.
... feel real bad.
now haf so much of projects to complete...
haiz...

silent tears.

Holidae Homework

happy birthday vivien!!! happy birthday carmen!!!

Holidae Homework

e holidaes are here!!!

HISTORY PAPER IS OVER!!! (",)

tmls e stupid history exam!!

yippee!!! no mid year reviews!!!

happy birthday vivien!!!
happy birthday carmen!!!